Self-harmed

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Me and Allison started texting again after I tweeted her back apparently she does like m brother. While me and Alli were texting I got some-more hate and I ignored it.

I got up took a shower. I washed my hair and body. I was in a mood what the boys call the 'Batman Mood' so I got dressed in everything batman http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=131383805. I got my phone and went on twitter. I saw all the hate like "@Haley_Hemmo ur a slut just trying to get in Calum's pants" and "@Haley_Hemmo ur a whore and u jst want Calum 4 FAME" and "@Haley_Hemmo u should kill urself bc ur worthless and Calum deserves better then u". After all the hate tweets I went to m room and looked for my blade I haven't used it in awhile. I got out my blade put it to my wrist and made a cut for each thing they said. 'Your a slut that wants to get in Calum's pants' cut, blood and tears. 'Your a whore and just want Calum for FAME' cut, blood and tears. 'You should kill yourself because your worthless and Calum deserves better then you' cut, blood and more tears. I did 3 more slices then Ashton knocked on the door and walked in. "Haley, do you want pi-" he paused and looked at me in shock 'Haley, Why are you doing this? Is it because of the hate?" he asked and I nodded "Come here, Haley, let me show you something." he said "O-o-o-Okay." I stuttered to get my words out and walked up to Ashton. He shut the door and took me to sit on the bed. He pulled off his bracelets 1by1 and you could see them the scars. "Haley, look at what I did." he said "Ash, why did you do it? You have nothing to cut yourself about." I said "Haley, you think I don't get hate? I get hate every-time I tweet and the hardest thing to do is not listen to it. Now come on lets get you cleaned up so we can go downstairs and eat but first you need to put your bracelets, Okay?" he asked "Okay, I'll be down in a minute. Thanks Ash." I said and smiled "Your Welcome Hal. Do you wanna tell Calum because I'm sure Luke already knows, right?" he asked and I nodded "Yeah, Ash, Luke knows I wanna tell Calum but right now. Lets go eat now." I said. We walked downstairs and went to the kitchen to grab a slice of pizza. We got a slice Ashton went to go sit on the couch and I sat on the kitchen island with the pizza.

Later on in the day

Calum and I were sitting on the couch together. When I shifted my bracelets moved up some and Calum saw my wrist. He just rubbed my scars and kissed them. "I love you, Haley. Please don't do it again." he said. I nodded "I love you, too, Calum. I won't I promise this was the last time." I said. We just sat there cuddled up watching Mikey play video games. We both fell asleep.

The next morning: The End of Tour (A/n I know their still touring but End of Tour means End of Touring the house)

I woke up this time Luke was on me. I'll tell this boy likes to cuddle a lot. I was still next to Calum but I didn't see Ash or Mikey they probably went to their rooms seeing as I didn't yelling they were also asleep. Luke and Penguin were cuddled against me. I fell back asleep with Calum, Luke and Penguin cuddled against me.

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School started today met up with my old friends and now its the weekend. I'm barely in class with one of them and the rest are 8th grade now. I went to gym got out of band there's no art anymore. If you need me I'm here for you just pm or dm me. I tweeted this song to Ashton I wonder if he'll follow or retweet or something just to notice me is all I want PLEASE. BYE!!!!!!!!!!!! ily -Katie

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