She's my True Alpha[MAJOR EDITING]

Chapter 34, Over

My eyes flutter awake but I keep them closed. "Oh, really! Guess what Marcos, some glass should remain broken!"

"And what do you mean?" Marcos's monotone voice asks.

"Trying to fix her made her worse, but you made your mess now roll in it! I hope she breaks you!" I hear Gail say and Marcos's voice stomps away leaving pissed off Gail. I open my eyes and get a peak at him, I guess Gail convinced him to take me to the hospital.

It smells of blood in here, a smell I'm used to sending out.

"Gail," I let out my voice ruff and hoarse. His face seemed alarmed before he paces over to me.

The Keeyln two hours ago would have respected him for what he did but now I don't, I'm kind of disappointed. I feel something different inside of me.

And I don't even know how literally that is yet.

He looks in my eyes and those moments feel like hours. "Ehmm..." The doctor alerts us and shame comes over Gail's face when the doctor sees him gazing at me. Great, now he's ashamed of me. "Sorry to interrupt. I have some news," The doctors tells us and Gail nods leaning against the under the sea wallpaper on the wall.

The doctor gives me an uneasy look. But I don't need any pity, certainly not from a handsome middle aged man and by no ring on his finger he's a fuck boy, can't commit, just a boy, or a widower.

"Spit it out doctor! The last thing I need is for you to beat around the bush!" I snarl.

The doctors nods with a spec of disgust in his stank eye. "You have a blood tumor," He states.

What! No, beat around the bush, beat around the bush!

"That's impossible, I cannot get sick! I'm a strong Alpha wolf!"

"Oh no, you can. It's a blood tumor passed onto your family that's been activated by your... injury. Luckily it's curable but you could die during surgery,"

Now he's being too blunt. No, my family didn't have this sickening disease flowing through there veins like a poisonous gene. "Keelyn calm down It's curable" .I tell myself.

'You didn't do what I told you!' Tadashi whispers in my head. Since when does he tell me what the do. Oh right, never. "I'll leave you two to talk alone. I'll follow up with further details," He exits out the door with a loud bang.

I sit straight ahead looking at the wall. When I woke up my main worries were Marcos's next plan now I can't imagine having the nerve to worry about that. I almost forgot Gail was still here before he appears in front of my eyes.

"Gail..." My voice came out soft, something I've never heard on my tongue. He looks up at me shamefully.

"I hope you can feel it," He says. I raise my eyebrows for clarification. "I hope it breaks you into a thousand pieces. You say without me here life is like a night mare," He begins wiggling my little brown book in my face.

Hell no! I know those words like there my own, which they are.

The old Keelyn would have been pissed as he held my journal. That was the strong Keelyn without a weak blood tumor gene in her family. Hell i'm weak, I have no right to be angry, I can't be.

"You swear that your heart lost its rhythm when I'm gone. You telling me it's like your bleeding from the inside. But you made your mess, now roll in it and the next time your heart beats... I hope it breaks your chest," His words boils me and breaks me. This is the moment I snapped, not physically emotionally, and not through anger through heart break.

How can he make my head have a migraine while having stomach fluttering and my face is hottening. I don't even think he realizes his effect on me. Gail walks to the door and freezes when i speak up.

"I take advantage, when I say you can't have me, say that I'm damaged, I take you for granted. I'm stuck in a dark black whole but you can't see me all the way down here. You can't see love, you can't reach me, look all you want but your not gonna see me from all the way up there," A wet eye dares tears to come out when I let out my truth and tell Gail how I feel.

"Keelyn I see you. And if I could I'd just forget about you...but I can't," He grabs my hand crying into it. His cry's become begging whails.

And maybe it's just for today but I don't see it as weak. I see him as a man for being able to have the strength to she me of all people emotion.

"Kilo I-i see you," He tries. Without thinking I place my hands around his face.

"I know..." I breath pulling his face down, leaving our mouth breaths apart. Who needs this the most? Who will make the first move? Gail brings his face desperately closer biting my bottom lip with his begging canines. I take that as my cue kissing him desperately slipping in my tongue.

We kiss passionately and he puts his knee on my side getting on top of me. Only because I'm in a hospital bed. His hand trails everywhere under my night gown until I break it apart leaving his face wanting more like always.

No matter how right or good this feels I have to be honest, I can't hold onto this no matter how I feel. I try tugging my hand without causing my own tears.

It's over for us. When I'm with him all I feel is like a girl who needs to be saved. I know it's not him, it's me. But I want- this isn't what I need.

"...I wish I never met you because it's killing me to know I can't have you,"

"But you can Keeyln," He reaches for my hand but I pull away.

"I'm stuck in the darkness but you don't have the hands to reach me from all the way up there." My voice is becoming shaky.

I'm finally ending it. I doesn't matter if I feel for Gail, which I do more than anything. But he needs someone good he can't change me, his love drives me nuts pushing me further down.

He can't pull me out the darkness if he shines in the light. I'm doing this for him, I won't let him go dropped into the darkness for me. I won't.

"No I don't care if your bad. Don't end this. I will deal with it I promise," He pleads with tears dripping in my hands from him still being on top of me.

"That's the thing I don't want the be dealt with. I'm changing you, not the other way around. I made you stab me, Gail! I can't pull you down with me,"

That doesn't stop the sobs. That doesn't stop the unknown sister. That doesn't stop the growing tumor in my blood.

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