She's my True Alpha[MAJOR EDITING]

Chapter 48, Closure

When I think of life I think of opportunity. When I think of change I think of opportunity. And when I think of death I think of opportunity. No one gets there happy ending because happiness is just a way of thinking that's only in your head.

Think your happy and your happy. Think of the devil and your his pawn.

They shoot at my heart. And he takes the bullet trying to save me and I'm left to deal with watching him bleed.

In lighting speed Quincy tackles me knocking me to the floor. Damn it hurt. I groan as I punch the floor in pain. Before I can even process what happened everything in me says look up, and I do.

I see flashes of warriors of all kinds getting clawed, bit, shot up, or blown up. It's a battle field out here. And I nearly walked into it.

My heart suddenly drops. Arden is standing over...over Mika's twin's body. No! I'm going to kill that little bitch! I run reaching for her when Quincy snatches me around the corner covering my mouth.

"Why'd you do that!?" I yell weakly with fusturation pushing Quincy off of me and into a puddle of blood. He looks at me defensively on his hands and butt.

"You mean save your life? For how many times now? I think that earns me forgiveness Greene," He says pulling me back inside by my wrist.

A few months ago I wouldn't even be dealing with him, I'd be getting my battle plans out to stop this. I'd be killing that like bitch that took my...my...well I don't know what she was but she want disposable. Arden killed Mya and Quincy's choosing his daughter over mine.

Have I lost my morals for my mate or have I just found a long over due new moral in something, someone else?

"Yeah try again," I retort. It's not that easy to get my forgiveness. And I don't want to make it easy. If he can't handle me at my worst then he isn't getting my best and I'm not even at my worst! "I swear to God Quincy I will kill her! If you try and stop me your dead to!" I wouldn't dare but even the poison in my voice convinced myself I would.

When I look around I notice everyone's gathered in the family room with relieved faces. Mika, Emiko, Keely,Carlin, and Nyla. Oh great they saw my diva show. Shit how am I going to tell them?,

"Can you give us a minute?" Quincy asks tightening his grip on my hand. I shake my head quickly attempting to tug away but determined Quincy is someone you just want to let be.

They all nod exiting in an order fashion. I know Nyla did not look at me like I'm the one in trouble. We still have to discuss her beating Carlin for game. Sure I was proud but Quincy insisted I'm not the best role model.

"Uhhh... No! Don't leave!" I protest. "Since when have you all taken orders from him?"

Quincy yanks my hand loose staring at me like a troubled toddler.

"What!?" I ask defensively. He's staring down every inch of me when and I'm to far in grief and anger to bang him on the kitchen counter. He's the one I should be lecturing.

"Why?" He asks.

"Why what?"

"Why you gotta make it hard for me? It gets harder the closer we get. I'm sorry I kept this from you and I'll explain it all. And I know you lost someone to care about and I know we should be dealing with this now. But I wanna make you happy and take this kind off it before we deal with the fact that my somehow human daughter came back from the dead and killed yours in hopes she'll into a wolf." I look down guilty. Now that I don't hate him I feel kinda ashamed for hurting him, for not trusting him or giving him a chance, for wasting my anger. "But..."