She's my True Alpha[MAJOR EDITING]

Chapter 40, Shes my true Alpha

Quincy's POV

After the big question all eyes are on her waiting for a response. It may have taken twenty years for her to finally see me, even if it is in a bad way but it's worth it. Hell, I met her at 9 and I'm now 29.

Nyla helped me figure it all out, she got close with Keeyln like every other person but she still wanted to see her father happy. She now knows what loving Keeyln Greene can do to you. Nyla loves her.

Is it crazy how she really doesn't know her effect on people? How no one has told her how beautifully effortlessly she is? Maybe that's why she's so effortlessly because no one had just said she's beautiful. Is is crazy how her clueless yet far from innocent self drives me nuts? She can be dense while reading you in a second.

Even I'm not bold enough to let myself be vulnerable and just say she's beautiful. Hell, thats the only thing I haven't tried and she might just laugh in my face.

It's sad I've had a mate for six years- a bond that's supposed to be stronger than our lives and I've never even kissed her. The only time I really touched her was when she was getting tortured.

"It's smart and mischievous I'll give you that. I never thought the soft caring Quincy Thyroid would have it in him," She says taking a few steps toward me.

This is the moment I've been waiting for. Then why do I feel like the next words she says might break my chest? I feel like my heart is already ready to explode.

"But I will not marry you," She adds.

And there is goes the most ecstatic pain I've ever felt, until now Keeyln has never rejected me with the official word of No.

"I don't think you understand," I say trying to sound strong and demanding. She doesn't understand what I had to do to get the pack to trust her and not kill her.

"What do you want from me? No really what do you want?"

Her steps become larger. The fact that I've never had something I truly wanted this close makes me forget about the crowd. She looks back at Nyla there having some telepathic communication, but she doesn't seem to get angry. Her head darts back toward me.

"Ke-"

"No what is it you've wanted all these years? I really don't understand your true goal, do you just want the crown back? It has to be something you've wanted since you were little. So what?" Her voice becomes desperate ad she's now face to face with me. I don't say anything. "Quincy your parents are dead i killed them! Do you want an apology? Well IM SORRY! IM SORRY FOR HURTING YOU AND DRIVING YOU TO BE AS INSANE AS YOU THINK I AM!"

And readers you've witnessed the first time in history Keeyln Greene has apologized. And even though it was out of anger a warm sensation tingles throughout my body making my forget about my official rejection.

It hurts how the broken girl could not understand that somebody loves her and not because some weak mate bond but because I truly want her with everything in me. I want to rule with her to see sides of her no one else has. To touch every part of her.

I don't need to see a single change in her but I will accept the changes.

"Is it a kiss?" She presses, filling the space between use. My eyes can't help but to look down at her perfectly shaped lips and stare. In her case the top lip is bigger than the bottom but it's still perfect.

She takes that as a yes desperately pulling my head down to her and smashing her lips on mine. I know Keeyln and this is only a test, a test for herself to see if it means anything. All desperation and hurt comes out, I know this hurt is from Gail, her sickness, and her sister, and Nyla but I'll take it.

My heart flushes and burns. My stomach turns and my face has so much heat it hurts.

Her strong kisses show every emotion in her and onto my mouth.

My stomach turns to liquid and my head sets fire, if only the two could meet each other. Her kisses slow when her tongue slips in immediately becomes faster and needier. She tugs on me desperately squeezing my butt.

I know she needs her mate more than anything, or she'll break. I got Nyla to tell me about there conversation.

I let my arms trail up her shirt - I wouldn't be able to do this if she was wearing armor- and find her weak spot south of her stomach. My hands trial everywhere before one hand leaves her body and finally goes up cueing the guards.

"Whatareyoudoing?" She says in between kisses.

Only guards immediately rush to pull us away grabbing her arms. She pushes me off her really hard making me stumble back.

It soulfully took everything in my to ruin this moment. But it's all part if the plan.

I know she could kill every single one of them but I've made her feel a spec of something and somehow I know she won't put up a fight.

"What's happening?" She asks looking around realizing everyone is still here and then sorry is in her eyes when she finds Carlin who gets up and leaves.

"Keeyln I'm the one who took over half the pack...after all they were still loyal to Alpha Thyroid heir of the Royal bloodline, I made sure of that. You never checked that I had 657 prison visits during my sentence. All I want is your hand in marriage and for us to leave together somewhere else. And the rest of the pack will be internally loyal to your beta- who's next in line as Alpha,"

"No," She struggles in her own thoughts only slightly loosening the guards grip on her.

"Keeyln being Alpha is killing you, you have to trust me on that. I am your mate," I tell her trying to ease her confusion.

"I hate you," She says with watery eyes, no tear slips.

I tremble back in surprise. That fire in my heart is now showing the explosion in my eyes that went off there. She's said it to me so many times, so why does this time feel different? I have her where I want her so why do it feel like I'm on the verge of completely loosing her?

"You don't mean that," I say trying to sustain myself from how it really makes me feel. Everyone is staring at the show silently tight lipped.

"I do,"

"Well you won't,"

"Guards take me away," She orders my guards, shes so unwillingly not care that she'd rather rot than care about her own mate. The guards pull her willing body as they march away. I'm only missing one peace to get her to be mine? What haven't I thought of? Even with her sustained it still feels like she's my Alpha, she always has been.

She's my true Alpha.

Omg isn't that part in the book where they quote the title so good and dynamic. It's honestly the best, where the characters realize the real conflict is themselves.

Well guess what if you did A book report on this book let me just tell you that there all suffering an inner conflict.

What do you think?

Iconic moments?

Next chapter tmrw or in a few days.

Xoxo, Reese