That's How It Was ║ Leon Goretzka

Why did you do that?

I arrived to do the shopping, I went home and then I left the bags because a message arrived, an unknown number.

"Look at your man"

The message was in Spanish.

-What the hell? - said

Then the phone rang again, this time it was a photo ... I wish I had not seen it.

Leon was kissing another woman. And Leon with the same girl in bed.

-You gotta be kiddin' - I said covering my mouth. I felt my heart beating very quickly, but as of those times that it seems that you hear it beating, I felt that it was coming out of my chest. Leon, what have you done?

-Can't believe - I said

I wanted to know something, I called Max.

-Baby, is Leon with you? -

-No, love, he stayed in his hause, I'm in mine - he answered

-OK, thanks -

-Something happening? -

-No, anything, I just wanted to know .. -

I had to keep calm, Mafer, think, Mafer, what are you going to do? What are you going to say?

I drove to Leon's apartment, I really wanted to see what's going on. I could not drop any tears, I could not let myself fall. I reached the floor, opened the door and everything was a mess.

-What happened here? -

There was vomit, garbage, etc, the house was turned over. I walked to Leon's room and saw him sound asleep, face up and in boxers.

-You seriuos?- I said raising my voice

Then he began to incorporate, blinked and looked at me

-Mafer What are you doing here? -

-I came to see you in full action, but I was late - I said quiet

- Love, what are you talking about? - He said standing up

-And the girl? Did she leave? - I said with the same tone of tranquility

-What are you talking about? - He said

-You serious? - I said

Then I saw that he didn't understand anything, I took out my cell phone and showed him the photo. Then he narrowed his eyes and then despaired. He looked at me with wide eyes

-Mafer - he said and began to deny with his head

-What? - I said smiling and raising my arms a little to the sides. - That's not you? Only a man who looks like you and has the same bed ...-

He just looked at me, seeing no answer I turned around and left there.

Don't cry Mafer, don't cry, please, don't do it, for what you want most. Then I felt Leon's hands on my arm and I turned to him.

-Mafer, please ... -

To avoid any bullshit that came out of his mouth and convince me to forget my pride and go to his arms and forgive him, I slapped him. then he looked at me with a huge depth.

-Everything was so beautiful, Leon, but I think what we felt wasn't enought ... -

-Mafer, let me explain -

-I don't care about anything you say and if you wanted to fuck you would have told me and we would have saved this bullshit - I said

He shook his head slowly and I glared at him and made a face of disappointment and some repudiation.

-The other invites me - I said with arrogance and feelings of superiority

After that, I turned around and got out of there

-No, Mafer, come, come back my love ... -

I walked as fast as I could, I didn't want to run and look like a crazy, dramatic teenager, that was not with me anymore ... I was still holding my tears and getting into the car I sighed so hard and collapsed. What hurt me the most was not seeing Leon running after me.