That's How It Was ║ Leon Goretzka

The one who I need the most

-Flor! What are you doing here? - I said crying and hugging my friend

-A little bird told me you needed me - she said

-Rafa, I appreciate it very much - I said to my brunette Rafa

-I love you, and you know that I will always do what makes you happy - she said in German

-Let's go to know my city- I said

-No, first I want you to talk with me, I wanna know how you feel - 

She didnt finish saying the phrase when I started to shed tears, one after the other.

What I felt was a cluster of emotions; the disappointment I felt for Leon, the confusion for Francisco, the excitement of seeing Flor, the sadness of seeing my family again, the stress of school, the gratefulness with Rafa and the girls for making me smile even a little and the anxiety for happiness that I have to face to the world. All this in just a few weeks.

Rafaella and Max have always been with me, Karl, he is always on the lookout, the "Wags" don't lose communication with me, I have a strange relationship with Francisco, sometimes he comes to my house, we are fine, we do many things together and sometimes he kisses me and I like him to do it, but, I can only think on Leon.

The separation hasn't made me feel so bad, I mean, I cry  sometimes but suddenly I'm like if nothing happens, but I think it's thanks to the beautiful people around me.

-As soon as Rafaella told me I agreed to come, woman, if she doesn't tell me nobody  I wouldn't  know ... as soon as I can, I'll return your money, Rafa - said Flor

-Excuse me, I should have talked to you and don't worry, I'll give Rafa the money - I said

-Let's stop talking about that, okay? Mafer was depressed, but you know how she is, she tell me she's  fine and that she doesn't need anything- said Rafa

-Yes, I understand you, nothing happens to her and she's happy but she doesn't deceive us - said Flor

-Can you stop criticizing me please? - I said laughing

-The girls arrived - Rafa said after the house's bell rang 

Dani, Veronique, Valeria and Larissa arrived. Having them filled me with emptiness that I felt but I was still missing him. Leon.

-What do you think of Gelsenkirchen? - I asked Flor

- I love it, I know why Lucy wanted to come again - she said

-No, she wants to return for her lover - I said

-Oh yeah! She told me something about it - she said

-They have a close relationship, Emre is a good boy but you know, I'm afraid that the same thing that happened to me will happen to her -

-Don't think about that, maybe Emre is different - 

-But they don't stop being men and you know, that profession ...-

-Oh Mafer! -

Then I didn't say anything, I opened the car to put the things we had bought. I took my cigarettes out of the compartment and lit it.

-I thought you didn't do it - she said

-Shut up and take one - I said laughing

-Missed this - she said inhaling a little of the cigarette - Remember when we left high school classes and we went to regularization classes of algebra? And when we went to the ranch to ride horses and drink tequila and beer, no less than 5 years ago in León (our city) watching videos of One Direction dreaming of Harry and Zayn ... Oh, what a beautiful times -

-I know, I miss those times. Look at us now -

"No, please, not now"  I said in my head. I wanted to go by the return of the street and go somewhere else, I don't wanna see him, I don't wanna face him.

-Who's he? - Flor said - Oh God! -