✔Move [Park Jimin || BTS]

Uneasy Feeling

it's been a week I tried my best to hide from Jimin oppa. but, today, I couldn't refuse Songi Eonni who invited us to her apartment. She cooked for us and let us watch some movie.

We looked so happy because of the comedy movie that we watched. From across, I could see a happy face from Songi Eonni who sat really close beside Jimin oppa.

I can't lie with my heart because I'm feeling a slightly jealous just see them now. My heartbroken to hear about the wedding planning from Songi Eonni. But, I should be wise to accept all of this. If they both happy, I shouldn't be egoist for that.

I'm talking with my mind while watching them, not the movie. Until suddenly Jimin oppa caught me staring him. I quickly averted my gaze to the big-inch TV, but then when I tried to check him, he still staring at me.

I shipped a glass of water to relieve this nervousness and continued to watch the movie again, but when I checked him again, he still staring at me but now with a tiny giggle and I'm sure because he saw my reaction, until Songi Eonni realized it and staring both of us.

Didn't wanna ruin the situation between Songi Eonni and Jimin oppa, I decided to leave.

"umm, sorry. I need to go home now. Umm... my mom texted me to go home early because... because I'm not in good condition" I tried to say an excuse.

"but the film isn't finished yet" Jungkook oppa pouted.

"yes, why so sudden?" Jimin oppa furrowed.

"let her go home guys, she must rest more" Jin oppa defended me.

"should we drive you home?" Yoongi oppa asked.

"let me drive you home" Jimin oppa suddenly stood up.

I could see Songi Eonni reaction, so I tried to refuse.

"it's okay oppa... umm... umm... my dad... yeah my dad will pick me up. So, it's okay!" I lied. "Songi eonni, thank you so much for inviting me" I bowed my head, then smiled to her.

"I'm glad to have you here" she smiled at me.

"see you all" I bid a goodbye.

"see you Hyesu" Namjoon oppa waved his hand while smiling.

"let's watch a movie together next time" Taehyung oppa uttered while still munching some snack.

"sure" I smiled and left the room in hurry.

I plugged my earphone listening to some music while waited for the bus. When the bus came, I walked to the bus but someone pulled me out of the bus. "oppa" I shocked to the man who pulled me out as removed my earphone from my ears. Then, he signed the bus driver to go.

"w-wait... " I tried to stop the bus but it useless as the bus getting far and far from me. "oppa!!" I protested while wriggling my wrist to break free from his grip, but I just got him tightened it.

He kept pulling me until we stopped on a quiet street "OPPA!!" I shouted to stop him, but he shouts back "YOU LIED!!"

His shouting made me flinched "YOU THINK I'M FOOL?!....... you always try to ignore me! always have the same excuse, you think It's not obvious? Do you hate me? is that something wrong with me so you igno-" he stopped as saw me scared and holding my tears. yes, I honestly really scared because I never saw him that angry especially to me.

Then, he loosened his grip on me "s-sorry" he stuttered. Hearing sorry from him, I'm crying out and he pulled me quickly into his embrace until I calmed down.

"I won't force you to explain again. Sorry!" his voice heard so sincere while stroking my hair.

he ended up driving me home, but silence filled our driving to my house. When arrived my house, I bowed my head and said thank you and just going into my house without looking his eyes.

✧──✧

After that incident, I barely talk to him. We just talk when the other with us, but when they go, we both remain to keep our silent.

I don't know why I'm feeling so hurt, all this time I can laugh freely because of him, I'm feeling safe because of him because he always helps me almost everything, and he makes me forget my sorrows about Hoseok oppa died. Without him talking to me like my world became salty again, yeah it's not sweet anymore.

"Hyesu-yaa!!" Chanmi snapped me back on earth. "did you listen what I say?" I just shook my head honestly.

Chanmi just let her deep sigh "are you sick?" she asked me and I averted my gaze to Jimin oppa who staring at me with his apologizing look but then, he averted his gaze to the table in front of me as if to avoid my gaze.

"I'm kinda..."

"let's finish our meal first, then we'll go home okay?" Chanmi looks concern.

"okay," I nodded. After a few minutes, there's more smoke from BBQ stove in front of Jimin oppa.

"Yaa Park Jimin!!" Jin oppa turned off the stove as Jimin oppa surprised, he tried to stop the burn by watering the stove but it made worst because the smoke is increasing.

"Jimin!!" all of them shouted and Yoongi oppa took his napkin to make it wet then putted it on the stove and it stop burning immediately.

As the mess ended, we all just looking at Jimin. "what are you thinking about, huh?" Jungkook annoyed.

"looked like you wanted to burn this place" Taehyung uttered.

"you looked so mess lately, What's in your mind, huh?" Namjoon asked.

"are you fine?" Jin oppa looked worried.

"Hyesu and now...... Jimin? I think we should finish this hang out now or we'll really burn this place" Yoongi oppa said as stood up and walking to the cashier.

"s-sorry guys..." he looked down.

"it's okay Jimin" Taehyung oppa tapped Jimin back. "let's go, maybe we need more rest" he held Jimin hand to help him stand up.

before he stood up, he made sure to look at me first with his sad eyes.

✧──✧

"Thanks Chanmi... Taehyung oppa... For walking me home" I bowed my head.

"no need! see you" Taehyung oppa smiled.

"yeah, see you tomorrow Hyesu! Get well soon" Chanmi hugged me then walked away with his brother.

"umm... w-WAIT!" I shouted slightly, then they both turned their head to me.

I jogged toward them "c-can I ask something..." I hesitated.

"yeah of course" Chanmi answered as looked at Taehyung oppa than to me.

I looked at them alternately. "...d-does J...does Jimin oppa alright?" I stopped to see their reaction. "I-I mean... I mean... he looked losing his focus so much"

"not just losing focus, he looked horrible almost this whole week" Taehyung oppa uttered.

"the more I see, you both looks have a similar disease" Chanmi crossed her arms and furrowed. "you both looked almost always zoned out at the same time this whole week" Chanmi shrugged.

"did you both fight?" Taehyung asked.

"u-umm... nothing... thanks! See you!" I ran back to my house to avoid suspicion from them.

'what should I do? Is that... is that because of me?...... God! Please forgive me for messing up someone's life'

"I should talk to him tomorrow. I'll tell him everything... even my feelings toward him!" I mumbled.