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there is nothing beautiful in crying the rivers of pain every night before sleep until you can't breathe.
there is nothing beautiful in leaving marks on your skin that will never go away.
there is nothing beautiful in molesting your skin with objects you figured out could harm you.
there is nothing beautiful in avoiding calories just so you could have your bones showing through your skin.
there is nothing beautiful in staying in the comfort of your lonely room for months, isolating yourself and not talking to anyone.
there is nothing beautiful in finding death in everyday situations, in everything around you.
there is nothing beautiful in falling apart.
there is nothing beautiful in hurting.
there is nothing beautiful in feeling pain, neither physical or emotional.
there is nothing beautiful in depression.
there is nothing beautiful in anxiety disorder.
there is nothing beautiful in eating disorders.
there is nothing beautiful in any kind of mental disorder.
stop saying that there is.
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29/10/18
