i am not fine

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i've spent so many nights praying to a god
i don't even believe in
i've spent so much words trying to talk
to people who can't even hear me
i've spent so much of my strength getting up
while wishing to stay down
i've spent so much
on everything
everyone
everywhere
i've spent too much of my time trying just so i could eventually fail

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08/23/19