i am not fine

☆72☆

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i'm trying to survive
while my body
wants to sleep forever
my soul
wants to fly
to the place we all call heaven
my mind
wants to be turned off,
ending the melody of thoughts
and my eyes
ache to be closed
and opened never again.
i'm trying to stay awake
while craving
an endless rest.

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11/24/18