Come Back

25 // Come Back...

Erika's POV-
"Jake please!!!" I cried out as he aggressively put his pants on. He was pissed. I didn't want him to know, but I had to tell him. And I regret it so much.

A couple of hours before
I was on my way to school, Friday morning. My week has been so crazy. I woke up late most days, so I didn't get to look cute all week, my teachers have been bitching at me, and one of the cheerleaders got hurt, under my supervision.
But today I woke up early and got all dolled up. I arrived at school with my ice coffee in my hand. I meet up with the boys, and kissed my boyfriend softly.

Erika: hi guys.
Jake: hi baby
Anthony: yo rik
Erika: Wheres T?
Chance: she's home. Woke up sick and throwing up.

Everyone went silent. The same idea crossed all our minds, as we stare at chance waiting.

Chance: WHAT NO GUYS SHE ISNT PREGNANT
Erika: thank you baby Jesus
Logan: That would've been crazy
Jake: So what are we getting into tonight?
Chance: I'm going to take care of Tessa tonight
Logan: Anthony and I are gonna go to the strip club, wanna join Jakey?
Erika: NO. He's good

I snapped at Logan for a faint second. "Sorry Lo" I say going in for a hug.
I look back at Jake and smile.

Erika: guess that means it's just you and me tonight

Jake lightly pinched my cheek and kisses my forehead.

Chance: yeah but no funny business. She doesn't need to be pregnant either
Erika: trust me, we're safe.
Anthony: MY BOY

I laugh and shake my head lightly, while everyone else but Chance laughs at the joke.
After a little more talking, we go to our separate classes.  I sat in first period with Logan.

Logan: So he doesn't know?
Erika: What?
Logan: Nevermind.
Erika: O-Okay, anyways. What strip club are you going to?
Logan: we are hitting up three spots with a couple of guys from the football team.. someone jealous?
Erika: ha, maybe a lil

He wraps his arm around me and pulls me closer to him. I push away and playfully hit him.

Lunch time comes around and we are all at the table.

Chance: Tessa says I should leave now and go take care of her.
Anthony: SOFT
Erika: shut up tony
Chance: yeah shut up tony
Anthony: i'm just saying man, you're soft
Chance: like your di-
Erika: OHHHH kay that's enough!
Chance: i got to go guys, see y'all later
Erika: bye brother
Anthony: BYE SOFTY

Everyone laughed and we enjoyed the rest of our lunch.

It was about seven pm and Chance was at Tessas, Logan and Anthony went out, and Jake and I just got back from a little dinner date at Taco Bell.
We decided to  head back to my place,since Tessa and Chance were at Jake's house. My mom was working a double tonight, so that meant that we are home alone.
I received a weird message from Logan. "did u tellllll hiim yett rikky" it read. I assumed he was drunk. Although he did ask me the same question earlier in class, so I wonder what he meant by that.
I shake my head, not paying attention to the question and lock my phone. I lead Jake to my closet so that we could change. He always had spare clothes here, just in case. He threw on his grey joggers, and no shirt, while I threw on an over sized t shirt. I take all my makeup off and wash my face, and brush my teeth.
As I climbed into bed, next to Jake, I notice that he had already turned on a movie. "Netflix and chill? " he asked with a grin on his face. "Down" i replied biting my lip.
I snuggled into his chest and we watched a couple of movies. It was about 9:30 when we finally decided to call off the movies.
I climbed on top of Jake, and simply smiled.

Erika: hiiiiiiiii
Jake: hey baby

My heart was beating so fast. I bend down to kiss him,which turned into a make-out sesh. Things were getting hot, and Jake managed to flip me over and take his pants off at the same time.

Then it hit me.

Like a truck.

Logan wanted to know if I had told Jake about us hooking up.
Again I started to feel guilty. And I knew Jake and I could overcome anything, so I stopped him. I pulled myself away, and he started kissing my neck instead

Erika: j-jake
Jake: no, call me daddy tonight baby

He showers me with rough kisses, making me feel all warm inside. But I had to do this.
I push him off of me and he looks confused. i sat up and so did he.

Erika: I have to tell you something..
Jake: it couldn't wait?
Erika: Jake im serious!
Jake: Fine Fine. I'm listening.

A knot formed in my throat and I got a bit teary eyed. My palms were sweaty and I avoided as much eye contact as possible. The wait was long and suspenseful, for the both of us. I took in a deep breath and continued.

Erika: okay... so when we broke up a little while ago..

I could barley speak. I was so nervous. Second guessing myself, I knew that I had to tell him, I've made it this far.

Jake: Mhm..
Erika: it didn't mean anything, I swear.
Jake: what are you talking about Erika?
Erika: i-i kind of h-had sex with...

A long pause filled the room. I met eyes with Jake, and we were locked. He started to get red in the face. He was impatient and I was anxious. I hated this guilt I carried.

Jake: Who?

I didn't answer. "Who Erika?" He repeated.

Erika: L-Logan..

I instantly dropped my head down. I didn't wanna see his reaction. I just felt fear jolt through my body. I was tense and Jake was quiet.
I feel the bed get lighter and look up to Jake leaving. He didn't say a word.

"Jake please!!!" I cried out as he aggressively put his pants on. He was pissed. I didn't want him to know, but I had to tell him. And I regret it so much.

Jake: WHAT ERIKA? YOU THINK JUST BECAUSE YOU TOLD ME I WAS JUST GONNA IGNORE IT? THATS NOT HOW IT WORKS
Erika: i-i dont know Jake.. i-i-i..
Jake: YOURE WHAT?? SORRY? SORRY YOU FUCKED MY BROTHER?

I stayed quiet. "Well I hope it was worth it, because I'm done with you. And this time I mean it. I don't ever wanna see you again. Bye Erika" he said as he left out my door.

"Jake please.." I whisper-cried.

"Come back"

Hey guys. That's the story.
I'm heartbroken that my favorite two people have broken up. I know my story ending is bad timing, but i had already planned how the story was going to end. I just wish and pray that they get back together, or something happens ..

As for my writing. I was waiting to finish this book to start a new book, but I'm taking a break..
I'm going to cry for a couple of days. Idk when I'll pick up writing again.
Love y'all. Always.
xo