Forever Horan

11

So i just finished dying my hair and so did niall he went for a brighter lilac colour.

"We need hats" he laughed giving me his snapback and putting on a beanie.

We walked out and no fans noticed us.

"You were 3 months right? we could find out the gender!" he said excitedly.

"Ni it still wouldn't change anything i was gonna name him blake or her Morgan" i sadly said looking down at our connected hands.

"Let's go find out" he said and we drove to the hospital and to the front desk where i later found out the gender of my baby.

"You two were going to have a girl im sorry" the lady said looking sad.

I just nodded and walked away.

"Babe!" Niall yelled after me.

I just kept walking i didn't stop i kept going.

As of now i haven't a clue where i am and my phones blowing up.

I went on twitter because i can.

#FindJessi

was trending? what?

I decided to tweet but saw nialls tweet before i could.

@NiallOfficial: So i found out i was going to have a daughter. Key word WAS.

I smiled and tweeted.

@Jessi_Tommo: Morgan would have been a lovely daughter.

I look up and see a car pull up and a window roll down.

Its raining so what are they doing.

"Hop in love" A quiet voice said.

"it's me nicole" She showed her face and i sighed.

I got in and she smiled at me.

"God knows what you've been put through love" She said.

"it's been a hell of a ride nicole" i laughed.

"I'd have to try it sometime" she joked.

"You wouldn't wanna know the hell i've seen" i mumbled.

We pulled up to the hotel and there was loads of fans there with umbrellas.

"C'mon" she said getting out as did i.

"Jessi! Jessi! do you forgive the 1d fandom for being the cause of loosing your baby!"

"Jess! jess! Is it true it was a girl"

"Jess! Your a whore!"

That one was a fan and i imidentally turned around and i knew camera's were recording but i didn't care.

"Im a whore? Im a whore? Try having people kill your baby and you have to live with the pain" I spat and turned and walked into the hotel where i ran to the elevator and to my room and into nialls arms.

"It's okay baby" he said removing my snapback and letting my long hair fall.

He placed me on the bed and cuddled me.

"I will love you forever, No matter what happens you will always be mine , I will never think of you in a different way and i could never ever leave you because i'd be to heart broken" He said and i smiled and kissed him.

"I love you farther than the moon Horan"