Forever Horan

16 Louis p.o.v

"save it eleanor" i spat into the phone.

While i was gone she had been Cheating on me.

I was done with it so i broke up with her.

"Mate you okay?" harry said.

"No El's been cheating" i said.

"I'm better than eleanor right?" he said and all of our moments from 3 years came back and hit me in the face.

"Uhm uh yeah haz your better" i smiled.

Have you ever liked someone but couldn't tell them or the world because your afraid of being judged?

That's how i feel.

"Harry what was it?" i asked him.

"What was what lou?" he asked sitting down in the chair next to me.

"Our past 4 years together?" i asked.

"The boys and you are-" he started but i cut him off.

"No harry, us, you and me what were we" i asked.

"We were the best of friends louis" he said standing up and walked away.

"Were?" i whispered and started crying.

"Louis? Louis?" I heard someone shout coming in.

"Uh yes?" i asked.

Harry walked in with tears and sat i front of me.

(A/N oh god here comes my larry feels i'm sorry if i made you cry at this bc they say it'll never happen but ahh im cryin bae)

"Louis we are the best of friends and i've also wanted more okay? Those past 4 years were the best i could ever ask for. I love you lou,I loved you first! Jeez all those times i wanted to kiss you i never could because i was afraid of the way people would think of it. Managment never let me Lou and i am terribly sorry of how much pain i have put both of us in" harry said crying.

"I'm in love with you Harry" i admitted.

"We fell in love and im very sorry" He said.

I walked away because i couldn't take being put down.

Everything i worked hard for could be down in a second because of this.

I'd be fired wouldn't i?

But how can you live without someones love that your dying for?