Forever Horan

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So i'm still on the tour bus.

I don't know why but i feel like i should leave.

I felt arms wrap around my waist.

"I can't stay niall" i whispered.

"Why not" his irish voice rang through my ears.

"Niall were not together at the moment and i don't wanna confuse anyone" i said turning to him.

"Your pregnant with my baby! And plus we are together see the ring on your fi-" he stopped when he noticed no ring and i instantly regret sending it to the cleaners because it wouldn't be back till tomorrow.

He gave me a look of hurt, disappointment and anger.

"Where is it?" he almost yelled.

"It's at the cleaners" i whispered backing up.

"Cleaners my ass! Where'd you put it? Why'd you even take it off in the first place!" he shouted and i backed up till i was against the wall.

He kept coming closer and i got a flash back of when he hit me and i started crying.

Could it happen again?

His eyes softened and i heard footsteps running here as i slid down the wall.

"What'd you do to my sister horan?!?" i heard louis shouted as i was lifted into someones arms.

I was placed on something soft and i opened my eyes and saw louis looking concerned.

"I had a flash back of him hitting me he didn't do anything" i said as he hugged me soothingly rubbing my back.

"Hey lo-" harry walked in and then walked out.

I stopped crying and got up.

"Thank you louis" i smiled at him and he smiled back.

"Any time sis, you know i have your back" he said as he walked off to the bunks.

"Mumma!" i heard ashton say when he walked in.

"Hi baby!" i said as he ran and hugged my legs.

he motioned for me to pick him up.

"Sorry i can't pick you up love" i said to him as he frowned.

"why not mumma?" he said pouting.

"Because my bellys bigger and it might hurt the baby" i said and he nodded.

I look up and see a sad niall.

"I'm sorry jessi, i'm so terribly sorry" he said sitting down putting his head in his hands.

I felt bad.

He was drunk it wasn't his fault, i've done worse as a drunk.

"I forgive you" i whispered.

He looked up and ran to me and hugged me.

"I love you so much" he said.

"I love you too Ni" i laughed and he placed his lips on mine.

"I don't wanna start all over with you , i wanna be where we were when we were happy when i wasn't so drunk to remember anything" he said.

"Let's continue from where we left off" i said.

"Why not?" he shrugged and laughed.

He picked me up and ran out the tour bus.

"I can walk! and you forgot our child!" i yelled.

"Oh" he said putting me down and walking back inside the tour bus and came out with ashton.

"Got him" he smiled.

I took ashtons hand as we walked around the shops.

"Is that a camera?" i asked looking at the thing sticking out of a bush.

"I think it is" he said and had a weird look on his face.

"Why is it?" i asked.

"Walk away i think it's a pap" he whispered and picked up ashton.

"Run" he whispered.

"Im pregnant" i said.

But we took off running and got chased by fans and paps.

I stopped running and so did niall waiting for me to run.

"Niall i cant the baby" i said gripping my stomach.

By now the fans had caught up.

I kept my hands around my stomach to protect my 3 month old belly.

"Stop! Please! Stop!" niall yelled as ashton cried.

"Leave me alone please" i whispered and they just kept coming.

"No stop!" I could hear niall yelling.

I blacked out.