im feeling depressed so please watch me pour my emotions into a muke one shot :)
tw: mentions of suicide
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Michael was more than worried, more than scared, he didn't know how to describe it but he has the most gruesome feeling in his stomach and he thought he was gonna vomit at the feeling. Just from one conversation.
luke<3
i love you mikey
mikeybear
that was random lol but i love you too babe
luke<3
no like i love you michael. i love you so much and i know i never show it or say it but i truly love you and i want the best for you.
luke<3
for everybody
mikeybear
is everything okay?
luke<3
promise me that if something ever happens to one of us the other will move on.
mikeybear
luke? whats wrong.
luke<3
promise me!
mikeybear
i promise baby. please tell me whats going on.
luke<3
nothing mikey i love you so much please remember that.
mikeybear
luke?
mikeybear
luke tell me what the fuck is happening!
missed call from mikeybear
missed call from mikeybear
missed call from mikeybear
mikeybear
lucas robert hemmings answer your fucking phone right now!
mikeybear
i swear luke if you don't tell me what the fuck is going on!
Michael was speeding. speeding through red lights, stop signs. All while calling 911.
"911 whats your emergency?" The operator answered as Michael was breathing unevenly pulling up to the blondes house getting out without even turning his car off. "i think m-my boyfriend is trying to k-kill himself." he stuttered into his phone giving the lady the address while banging on the front door. "luke!"
"sir does your boyfriend or any of his family members have any history of depression, schizophrenia, or any other conditions?" she asked. "u-uh yeah he h-has mild depression but he takes pills for it and goes to therapy." he continued to stutter continuing to bang on the door.
"sir calm down they'll be there shortly-"
"how the fuck am i suppose to stay calm when my boyfriend could be dead!" Michael screamed interrupting her before he went to a near window trying to open it but failing.
the front door soon opened and there was Lukes mom dressed in her pajamas with her hair in a towel. "Michael why are you banging on the door i was in the shower you–" Liz was soon cut off when michael pushed passed her running up the stairs as the sounds of sirens were heard in the distance getting louder and louder.
"luke?!" he screamed trying to open his bedroom door but failing. "michael whats going on!" Liz ran up the stairs panicked once she saw the flashing lights pull in front of her house. "shut the fuck up!" michael screamed grabbing a nearby hammer that was laying on the ground from liz hanging up pictures, banging it over and over against the door knob until it broke.
"michael.." He heard luke whispered laying in his bed next to two empty pill bottles. "oh my god. Luke!" Michael cried running up to the blonde whose eyes were drooping. "i want to go home." The blonde whispered tears falling down his face gripping onto michaels hand. "you are home luke! wherever you are and wherever i am is home.. remember?" michael cried more. "no i wanna go home h-home" lukes voice gained weaker and weaker.
"no luke you are not givinv up on me! dont do this, stay awake i wont forgive you if you go to sleep!" Michael yelled even louder as the paramedics walked in the room trying to pull him off.
"get the fuck off!" he screamed seeing his boyfriend close his eyes as they were pushing him out the room.
"Luke!" michael yelled one final time as the police blocked him from entering the room while the paramedics worked on luke.
soon michael and liz were at the hospital both crying their eyes out, having a breakdown, blaming the world, blaming the doctors, blaming their selves, mad that god had taken away yet another angel from earth.
time of death 18:23...
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a/n:
yeah so basically im not being a attention seeker but ive actually been depressed as fuck for the last week so i decided to write this chapter just because since its what im feeling i knew i could write it good.
if you haven't read my new story (paperbonds) then you should read it because its kinda good and is just now getting really interesting.
okay ily guys sm vote and comment 💕
