I ditched our class and went to the rooftop. Pumunta ako sa may edge at naupo dun.
Akala ko maiaayos ko ang lahat. Pero, akala ko lang pala yun. It's over. I fucking messed up everything. At tama nga yung sinabi nya na di ko na maaaring iayos ang nasira ko. This is all my fault. And this is what I get for messing up everything.
If only I could bring back time, I would fix everything. But now, I can't anymore.
Di ko nanaman napigilan sarili kong umiyak. Napakawalang kwenta kong tao para saktan sya ng ganun.
Good job, Lori. You fucked up.
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Tinext ko si Tita May at sinabing di ko na matuturuan si Minho and I quit on being his tutor. Di ko na hinintay ang reply nya. Everything's over. And it's entirely my fault.
Naglakad na ako pauwi at sobrang wala ak sa sarili ko. I wanna go far away. But I knew I can't. Di ko na kaya pang humarap sa kanya. Dahil masama na ako para sa paningin nya. He hates me and I understand. I'll let him hate me and accept all the words he'll say about me.
I was too pre occupied. At di ko namalayan na nay tumigil na isang van sa tapat ko. The door opened and my eyes grew wide as I saw some three men wearing all black and holding a gun.
Agad ako tumakbo palayo pero nahabol nila agad ako. They grabbed me by my waist and tied my hands with a rope.
"TULONG! TU–"
"Manahimik ka!"
Sabi nung isang lalaki and hit my head with his gun. Di ko na nakita pa ang susunod na nangyari ng dumilim na ang aking paningin.
