**mentions of self harm, drugs like weed, and sad boi thoughts**
Connor POV
I'm not feeling so good. About anything. Well I like Evan, but that's about it. I've just been kind of down lately.
Yesterday my dad said, "Your friend Evan, huh?"
I said, "Yeah. What about him?"
He flipped the page in the newspaper and blankly said, "Just wondering."
I don't understand. Maybe it's because I'm so stupid like Zoe says. All I did last year in English was curse at the teacher because she gave me a D- on my essay on why pot should be acceptable in society. I don't see the problem. It was supposed to be an opinion essay. People get weird when I mention pot and stuff. Now Zoe's all mad at me.
My mom wants me to go to therapy. Great, make me talk to someone about my problems and he'll probably make me do something like write a letter. Weirdo.
I'm staying home from school today.
Connor:
Hey Ev I'm really sick and I can't make it to school today. Don't come see me bc I don't want you to get sick too. ❤️
Evan:
Oh no what do you have?
Evan:
I really hope you feel better though❤️
Connor:
Uh the plague. And thanks
Evan:
The plague? Lol
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Evan POV
Huh. Today's the third day of school Connor's missed, and plus he didn't go anywhere on Sunday. I hope he's okay. He said not to go over to see him..what if I go to see Zoe, then I happen to see him too? Ooh I'm such a rebel!
I talked to Zoe today. She doesn't seem like a demon like Connor said. I actually kept a conversation going. She's really nice. I told her I was going over to see Connor and she didn't mention how sick he is. Weird.
I knocked on the door and Zoe answered. "Hey Evan. Long time, no see." She giggled.
"Evan? Oh hi Evan!" Cynthia was in the kitchen.
I saw Larry on the couch. "Hi Mr. Murphy," I said happily. He just waved his thumb as he flipped his newspaper.
I went upstairs and knocked on Connor's door. No answer. "Connor?" Still nothing. I opened the door painstakingly slowly as to not wake him or startle him or whatever. I opened the door to find blood dripping down his arms from evenly spaced lines. Also, I'm feeling light headed. Oh hey, the ground's really close to my face now- ouch.
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In case that made zero sense, Evan saw the blood and fainted.
Anyway, that's that. How are you?
If ya need to talk, I'll be here in the space under my bed just chillin and writing. :) <3
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A Little Bit Of Light (Treebros - DEH)
Fanfiction"You're new, right?" "Yeah, so?" "I'm Evan." "Didn't ask." "Okay." I looked down. "Well if you need help with finding your classrooms or something, then I ca-" "I didn't ask, so take your Girl Scout cookies and leave me alone." ~~~ I made the cover...
