My Husband and Our Lover

Chapter 3 My Down to Ride.

It's been two days sense Edwin left. People say when you go through something crazy in your life you should talk to someone like a therapist or something. Why would I ever need that when I have her my DTR as she calls it my down to ride chic because she never liked the saying ride or die. She would always rant about how we could never even be put in a situation that would make us have to choose between us and anything else cause we are always there for one another. Therefor her saying DTR. Meaning Down To Ride cause we would go anywhere with or for each other. My Emma who has been my other half sense primary. She also just so happens to be married to Jack or Jacky as I like to call him who just so happens to be Edwin's best friend sense middle school. The four of us met in college and we were like the 4 musketeers. Right now on the other hand Emma is yelling about how we are going to kill Edwin and the fuck boy is how she refers to Shane O'Connell. She is now on her 10th accidentally death scenario for Edwin.

See that's how we realized we had a true friendship that last a lifetime. For us a true friendship is where you can call the other and be like come over I need you by the way stop at the store grab garbage bags large ones, zip ties, two shovels, and some Lime. How you know you have a true Bff is when they reply okay I'll get our alibi on point without needing to know what happened.

She is currently running around my house packing everything that has to do with him. When I say everything I mean everything. From pictures with him in it to things like clothes that he bought me. Even a shot glass that said getting it in ... in India from a business trip we accompanied the men on. She seems more like the one that got cheated on while I sit numb watching her. I'm just on autopilot. That's how I have been. 

Suddenly she stops and turns to me. "We need to get you laid." She said out of nowhere. "Umm... no we don't. It hasn't even been 2 weeks yet and your like let's get you laid. What the fuck. Are you forgetting I've only been with Edwin so it will be very strange for me to even try. Plus oh I don't know but I MIGHT STILL LOVE HIM!" I yelled. "Okay okay calm down sex is sex it's not love that's emotions but I get it for you that was a bad idea. Forgive me lets chalk it up to I totally had no sleep and to many espressos...." she paused. "But we can make him miserable in other ways. I mean we have to. He deserves it. If nothing at least cut his balls off." she replies as she does a swiping motion with my kitchen knife. I can only stare at her in utter fondness because lets face it she is just trying to protect me. "You have been talking about how you want to get back to the old you. Not this perfect robot wife that you turned into. Listen hear me out the company event is in two months. You have to go being that you are co owner and people will start to talk if not. Well let's give them something to spew. The old Abigail making a grand comeback in a killer dress totally ignoring her cheating asshole of a husband and me ignoring his loyal asshole of a bf that I call my husband and us bringing down the event. Flirting and having fun not worrying about judgmental people cause we know they have already made up their minds. Let's be free. No more work all day to take care of the house, kid and husband while losing who you are. We are getting you a Maid or several. Don't forget a nanny and a cook all live in. It's not like you don't have the room with this monstrosity you call a home. For real how did you keep up with this all by yourself? I can't even organize my vanity." She talked as if she was giving a motivational speech. I thought about it all for a moment. I wanted to stop worrying so much about other people's judgment and be carefree again. "Alright I'm in. I don't know about the nanny though. I want to be there for Theo." I said. "And you totally will be but I think you need to get back out there in the work force of at least some charity organization something. You need something for you. You worked so hard in uni to live up to your family name in business why let that go? The nanny will be there for extra support. 

"Great let's go shopping and get you out of this modern Jackie O bull shit style and get you into the nerdy yet so sexy CEO seductress." She explained with a evil glint in her eye. "I don't know what your talking about but I'm DTR." I laughed. "DTR GIRLS ARE BACK FUCKERS!" she yelled to the world.

After about 4 hours I arrived home in enough time to put all my new things away and pick up Theo from school. Believe it or not but for the first time in a minute I feel back to my true self. New hair style. A whole new wardrobe with shoes and jewels. To top it off all new make up. Out with the old and in with the new. 'Can that apply to husbands....  Watch out world.... more importantly watch out Edwin this is just the beginning.' I think to myself and giggle.