My Husband and Our Lover

Chapter 29: I'll never leave you alone.

(EDWIN'S POV)

Walking into the bathroom I start the water as Abs starts to undress. She looks in the mirror almost in a daze. I walk up behind her and kiss her bare shoulder and she leans back. " Shower with me please. I don't want to be alone." she speaks softly. "I'll never leave you alone. I can sit in here while you shower because I just had one." I say. "So have another. I want you in there." she speaks. I nod my head and begin to undress hanging my clean cloths up. After pulling the dress over her head and throwing it in the trash I follow her into the tub. I watch as he gets under the nozzle and a million feelings are swirling inside me. Fear of ever losing her and the fear that I could have lost her. Admiration for the person she is to not only risk her life for her friends and family but for a complete stranger whom is now a friend. Love because God knows that she is my soul. "Can you wash my hair?" she says breaking me from my thoughts. "Yes turn around my love." I say and get her favorite shampoo. As I lather I have to pace myself. I feel like a monster for being so turned on at this moment. I mean come the fuck on what is wrong with me? My baby just went through hell and all I can think about is being balls deep inside her and making her cum all over me. "Go ahead and rinse your hair." I say. I turn because just watching the way the water beads drip down her body has me in a state. "Can you wash the rest of me please?" she asks. I turn my head. "Baby girl you can do it I'm right here." I say. "I know but please?" she whimpers. "Okay turn around." I reply waiting for her to turn around before I do trying to hide my excitement. I start to reach for the rag when she speaks. "No rag please it's to rough I don't like it." "Then what do you want me to use baby I don't see anything else?" I ask. "Your hands. Just put soap on them and lather me up please." she says softly. I give in thinking what the hell am I going to do now.

I begin with her neck and then her arms. I slide down her sides to her hips and from there down the outside of her legs to her feet. "Okay you can rinse now baby girl." I state. "What? No, Eddie please you didn't do it right here give me your hands." she says reaching back to grab my hands. She applies more soap to them. She takes my hands to her neck and rubs slowly moving to her skin just under the shoulders but before the breast. She does this as she leans back on my chest. Shit I just know she can feel my erection but she says nothing. She moves to her breasts and lathers in a slow massaging way. A little moan escapes her mouth but she moves on not acknowledging it. Slowly down her stomach she guides my hands as I struggle to not take her right now I drop my forehead to her shoulder trying to calm myself down.  My hands head to her pussy and I stop. "Abs baby I don't thi..." I'm cut off. "Shush I'm washing. This is bath time not talking time Eddie now give me your hands." she says in her most stern yet cute voice. I sigh and give her my hands. More body wash is added and my hands are back on her tummy only this time she leads them to her hips and then her ass. I so desperately want to squeeze but I refrain. She goes back to her front but now on the top inner thighs right under her heaven. Rubbing and Rubbing as my hands tend to lightly graze her pussy for a sec here and there.

Frustrated I start to pull away until she grips my hands and slides them to her pussy. She slides my fingers in-between her folds and start to rub up and down. My eyes roll as I try to maintain control while she rubs her ass on my cock. "Master I need to be clean inside but only your cock can reach will you help me?" she speaks. "Abs I don't thi.." I try to say. "Eddie I need you. I need you in me now. I don't care if you think it's to early for me this is what I need. I need to be one with you please." she says. With her words in my head I grip her hips and push my cock deep inside her. "Heaven" I whisper in her ear.