My Husband and Our Lover

Chapter 19: Okay fine.

Currently I'm being discharged. The Doctor informed me my sugar dropped to a dangerous level and while being pregnant I have to be very careful. Edwin has been here in the room the whole time and from what I'm told everyone is waiting in the waiting room. 'Stupid me, I just had to call them for help. I was doing so good not seeing there stupid faces. Stupid  blood sugar going low.' I yell internally at myself. "I told everyone to meet us at Le' Duprie for lunch that way we can make sure you eat well." Edwin informed me. I just nod in response. I mean really what do I say?

Finally we pull up to the restaurant. The car ride was hella ackward. Everyone is there even bitch face Olivia and sweet Mrs. Jones. Sitting down we order. The table is silent. Half way through the meal Olivia opens her damn mouth.

Olivia: So Abigail how is Alessandro? You know I know him very well.

Me: Well then I guess I should ask you how he is sense you know him so well.

Olivia: He's good. We're in love. We're talking marriage.

Me: Lovely I can't wait for an invitation.

Olivia: I was going to ask you to be maiden of honor.

Me: Thanks but no thanks I'm sure I wouldn't like your choice of dress. Let's not make the bride unhappy. Plus Your really not suppose to outshine the bride and lets face it if I was there everyone including your groom would forget about you.

Olivia: So tell me Abigail was today's act a cry for help?

Edwin: Olivia you need to leave.

Me: Well your only half right. It was an act. If I might say so myself I should have won an Oscar for that. I mean hell I even convinced the doctor there was something wrong and look I get a free meal out of it, but I must say that even my biggest production would never come close to the ACT that you're putting on right now pretending to give two shits about me and pretending to be friendly bringing up Alessandro as if you guys were in love. That is truly oscar-worthy material right there.

Olivia: Oh Abigail it's not an act Alessandro and I are in fact in lo...

Me: Oh please if you were going to say love give it a rest we all know you're just trying to upset me it's not working. The only reason why you're here is because you want Edwin. However just like Alessandro, Edwin doesn't want you. Edwin only wants me. Well me and Mr. O'Connell, but still just me. If you don't stop aggravating me while I'm trying to have a lovely lunch I will be forced to show you why Edwin couldn't possibly leave me.

Olivia: Oh please do tell why is that Abigail. What hold do you have on him?

Me: Hahaha oh little girl, I have no hold over him. I just knew how to please him. I know how to make him quiver as he tries to contain the pleasure that rushes through him every time I touch him. If you like a demonstration I'll be more than glad to throw him up onto this table devour his cock into my mouth as if he was one of my midnight cravings. Hell I'll do one step further I'll even jump on his cock and ride it like it's the state Rodeo championship.

Edwin: Olivia you need to leave. Go back to the office and pack your things you are no longer welcome into my company. You're causing way too much trouble with my wife who is also the co- owner. You will receive further instructions from HR. As for you my lovely wife.... Stop speaking like that unless you want me to throw you onto this table and devour you as if I was a starved man and you were an all-you-can-eat buffet.

Me: Well bring on the appetizers.

With that Olivia got up from the table and left. Edwin sat back down and we resumed our lunch. During lunch we all talked. I guess that's one thing I could give bitch face credit for she did have away to break the ice. During this conversation it was explained to me that no one meant to lie to me when it came to his as we say other job. They just didn't want me to get hurt and at the beginning Edwin didn't want me to not give us a chance. I came to find out that Emma didn't know anything about the other job either so her and Jack had a lovely conversation and they both decided to forgive one another him for keeping secrets and her for keeping hers.

Emma and I are not trying to start over but rebuild our relationship. We have such a long past and she really has always been like a sister to me that it would be sad to give it up. Yes the secret that she had was monstrous and damaging, but they were innocent in a long-run well besides the hiding of the situation.

I forgave Patrick, Mom and Dad. I even forgive Jack and Shane. When it comes to Edwin I forgive him but I'm not quite letting him know that because I don't want him to think that I will just forgive him each and every time and think it's okay to lie and keep secrets. So we've decided that we will continue our marriage as he's never sign the divorce papers. We will continue to live together and do business together. However in a relationship I am no longer a submissive. There is no longer a dominant role for him. He is not happy about it, but I explained to him that to have a submissive and a dominant relationship the submissive has to trust the Dominant and we have to rebuild the trust he has broken. Which he says he understands but you could tell he gets frustrated and I can't help but laugh because honestly I'm over the situation. I just kind of want to make him suffer a little bit and I know that sounds mean but that's where I'm at right now.

We did resume a relationship with Shane. Edwin and Shane's relationship never technically stopped at least the physical relationship didn't the whole living together and being in a full-blown relationship might have but they still became friends with benefits so I wanted in on some of the benefits. Can you blame a girl.

Alessandro however is a whole other story. Edwin has found out that he is planning on trying to get me back. No one is sure how but it's not going to be a hey hun I miss you come home type thing so Edwin needed to up security on Theo and myself.