these past few days has been a blast. everyone has been showing love at my new song, solo. and i'm proud to say that i've worked my butt off and it finally paid off.
other than going to inkigayo and having fan meetings on my own, nothing has changed.
maybe something changed. well, maybe i might have taken an interest on someone. i know it probably sounds bad that i've moved on from taehyung with someone who's in the group itself. what would the fans think. but nowadays i've been in a 'i don't give a crap' mood so i could really care less about what anyone thinks.
the last time i talked about a boy, i didn't tell you straight away. well same thing here, i won't tell you a thing until later.
here's a few hints.
he's super intelligent. that's a major hint, if i say so myself.
you might've already guessed it by now but here's another hint. he's the leader of bangtan.
with that being said, i have taken an interest in the one and only kim namjoon.
not only has he been super supportive during my solo debut, he's been my best buddy in every possible way. he has been beside me through everything.
we also sleep together now. of course just sleeping. we both needed someone to cuddle and now he's just basically moved in my room.
we work on songs together and practice nightly with each other. and if i said i didn't already fall for that boy would be a complete joke.
i love every second together with him. i couldn't part away from him. and it seems like the rest of my members have been noticing my new crush. they promised they wouldn't say anything but i can't really trust jin on this one.
here's some of our moments together that i've cherished.
once we did vlive together with the entire bangtan and we all huddled together in my bed since it was the biggest in the house.
during the vlive, i felt as if i couldn't control my eyelids anymore but i tried my best and joined in the laughing. namjoon, who was beside me had noticed my sleepiness and patted me. i turned to him and he urged me to sleep if i was that tired.
not to mention that i still had work to be done once this vlive ends, i told him that i was fine.
halfway through the live, i cuddled my blankets and laid further down, now not caring if i slept through the fun.
namjoon must've noticed and laid beside me, taking the blanket and slid his arm on my waist. we both knew the live was going on but neither of us cared. he mumbled a little 'go to sleep' before kissing my forehead and snuggling his face on the crook of my neck, calming me.
the next day, we both woke up and our phones blew up on screenshots of the both of us cuddling on the background of the vlive that we had yesterday.
not caring, i turned off my phone and laid back down, beside namjoon. him doing the same thing.
another moment is when i had the worst headaches during a red carpet event. the blaring lights were making my pain unbearable so i had told namjoon and he rushed the photo taking and got us in the venue.
once our name was called for winning an award, we stood up and bowed at other idols and went on stage. me on the other hand, could not take my own weight. i tried looking for namjoon but he was at the front, already halfway to the stage. i grabbed hoseoks hand and he knew instantly how i was feeling. he assisted me on stage and let me stand beside namjoon.
i tried focusing on the fact that i was on stage and not tumbling so i nodded as agreement to what namjoon was saying through the mic.
not bearing the pain anymore, i shut my eyes softly and opened it two seconds later. then i moved slowly to stand behind namjoon so that i wouldn't shown on screen.
namjoon apparently noticed and finished up his speech and giving the mic to suga, and came by me. i smiled softly at him, not wanting it to be a big deal while we're on stage.
as we all said our speeches, except me. we started to talk down but namjoon slid his hand and put it on my waist as he helped me get down the stairs.
when we went down, namjoon gave me water to help with my headache and sat me down.
the entire show i could only hear him asking me if i was fine every second.
and for that, i know i've fallen hard for this tall beauty.
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kim jennie | bts 8th member
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