kim jennie | bts 8th member

collab alone - betrayed part 3 (requested)

jennie's pov ; 

knowing the boys technically don't care about me anymore, i felt unmotivated. what did i do wrong. was i not good enough. 

ARMY was so nice in saying that the comeback flopped since i wasn't in it but it still didn't make my broken heart better. 

in the month that they were preparing for the comeback, not one of them talked to me. It was like i was invisible to them. 

suddenly, i perked up at a thought.

'what if i got myself to collaborate with other idols, without them, just me?' i asked myself.

with that thought, i bolted to my phone, wanting to call my manager to tell him about my new plan. i mean, this wasn't suppose to be revenge, but i genuinely felt like i was moping around in the house for too long. i deserved something as big as their comeback.

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it was approved. my idea was approved. they even called me a genius for thinking about this. only my manager knew about how upset i was hearing that the new comeback didn't include me. now, he knew i would work extra hard that i have the opportunity to thrive again.

the boys had finally settled back into the house, finished with all their promotions. they hadn't really started talking to me but yoongi and namjoon did, always making sure i was healthy, now that their schedule wasn't busy.

anyways, you didn't want to know about that, you want to know who i got to collab with.

after long hours in the meeting room, the managers and i decided that i was best to collab with a boy group. i had scored a collab with WINNER. they had a song ready for a comeback, making my job easier.

i was excited to say the least. this was a YG group we were talking about. they have always topped the charts. they even said they were already thinking of asking me to collab as they knew the newest scandal between the boys and i lately. 

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the preparation went well, amazing almost, if you don't count the tireless hours we spent perfecting vocals in the song and making the choreography clean. 

the boys kinda knew what i was up to, the managers told them. they had to, it felt wrong not to tell them. 

they were not supportive at all when they found out, they still don't support me. their excuse was that it was unfair that i got to collab alone with someone. 

why are they acting like they didn't just collab with halsey like a couple months ago?

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d-7 to comeback.

one full week till i get back on a comeback stage after so long. i couldn't wait.

i got so close to everyone in WINNER. but closest to minho, or mino, his stage name. him and i hit it off amazing, even when we first met.

it's safe to say i got myself a new crush.

speaking of boys, the boys and i have been avoiding each other. even yoongi and namjoon don't talk to me anymore. apparently they were still mad. 

now before you assume i was being petty or whatever, or doing this because i wanted revenge, i tried talking to them. even making breakfast for them before i left to the studio in YG but they didn't budge, not even a smile. 

so i left, not caring. i mean, i technically live at the studio now, since the five of us just work and eat. 

we were all excited for this comeback.