My little dolly

Im fine

Trixies pov:
I coughed hard into my hands before I looked at myself in the mirror. I looked absolutely horrible, my cheeks were a bit sunken in, my eyes had dark circles, and if I looked down at myself I was getting skinnier.

I keep denying I'm sick but in reality I'm just scared of going to the doctor and really finding out what it is. My headaches keep getting worse and worse and been going on for hours at a time now.

I suddenly felt sick to my stomach and I quickly threw up into the toilet. After a couple minutes I finished and rubbed my face a bit. I've also been throwing up a shit load but of course I didn't want to tell Katya what's been going on.

I washed my mouth out and left the bathroom falling onto the bed. I'm so exhausted and I can barely do anything. Luckily Katya just thinks I have the stomach flu and tells me just to stay in bed. I got comfortable and closed my eyes before I heard my name being called.

"Mommaaaaa!! Katie took my care bearrrrr!!" I groaned angrily and got up going into the living room. I stared at both of them looking completely done with them.

"Katie. Give your brother back his best please." I crossed my arms as Katie reluctantly gave him his bear back. I hissed lightly as the sharp pain came back, I rubbed my forehead trying to sooth it a bit.

"Momma are you okkkkk? You don't look so gooddddd" I shook my head and took a deep breath taking my hand away.

"No I'm fine...I'm just kinda sick right now...that's all..." Katya came into the living room and looked at me sadly while I coughed hard into my arm.

"Trixie baby what are you doing out of bed...I told you I would take care of everything.." I cleared my throat and waved my hand acting like it was nothing.

"No it's fine..they were fighting a bit so I took care of it...it was nothing too serious..." the pain in my head started getting worse and worse by the second as Katya was talking to me. At this point I couldn't hear her anymore, and everything went all fuzzy. I felt someone's hand on my shoulder and the sounds of someone talking.

The pain kept growing and growing and I didn't notice I was swaying a bit. Then everything just silenced, and it went completely black.

Katyas pov:
"I know baby but still it's best you just stay in bed you know?" I raised a brow as she just stared at the wall beside me. I looked over at it but it was just blank.

"Trixie are you ok? Why are you looking over there.." she blinked a bit but still didn't respond to me. I put my hand on her shoulder as I looked at her very concerned.

"Trixie?? Can you hear me?? Tell me something baby you don't look so good.." again I got no response, she started to sway a bit so I held her close to me. Right as I did she collapsed into my arms passing out. I gasped holding her up.

"Trixie?! Fuck fuck fuck this isn't good" I laid her on the couch and quickly grabbed my phone calling emergency services. I heard a slight whine as I was dialing the number.

"Mommy said a no no wordddd!!" Katie came up to me and held her hand out waiting for a quarter to be in her palm.

"Katie this isn't the time right now!!" I rushed over to Trixie again slightly panicking as I lifted her head on my lap. I knew she was sick but I didn't expect her to pass out!

Finally I talked with the emergency services and telling them the whole situation. I was also having a small panic attack at the moment and my children were not making me feel better may I add.

An ambulance came and quickly took Trixie away, luckily they toke me which hospital so I could take the kids with me. I took a few minutes to just sit down and cry.

I didn't know what the hell just happened, and I don't know what caused it.

I just want my Trixie to be ok.