My little dolly

Heavenly love

Trixies pov:
A bright light was shining right in my face, it was brighter then anything I've ever seen before. I opened my eyes all the way to see what was around me. The bright light was coming from afar, and it looked beautiful the more I looked at it. I got myself up and started walking towards it. The light felt warm against my skin, it was a gorgeous gold light that slightly sparkled. I stopped for a moment to look at myself, I gasped seeing my beautiful slightly tan skin, my curves were back and I looked like myself again. I quickly touched my head and felt my soft blonde hair touch my fingers.

I squealed in happiness knowing I'm myself again, I feel so energized and alive. I walked towards the light more, but while I was I saw films on both sides of me. But they weren't just any films, they were my memories. I stopped and watched one, it was me as a little girl dressing up in a big princess dress and strutting around in the mirror. I smiled watching myself be so sassy and confident. The next was my first date with Evan, he seemed so sweet and compassionate, like her really cared about me. He paid for everything, opened doors for me, and showered me in compliments. I thought I was in love.

The next was a slightly darker one, it was Evan in our second year telling me he wants to try sex without the condom. I told him no but soon he pulled me into it. I kept walking and saw the day I found out I was pregnant. I was crying hysterically looking at the positive pregnancy test. I had no knowledge of taking care of child, let alone having my own. And I was scared Evan would leave me. I looked on the other side of me and saw me on the couch four months pregnant, I was slightly depressed since I thought my whole life went down the drain due to this baby, Evan barely supported me and went out all the time with his friends. I scoffed knowing how much of a douche he was.

Another one showed me on the floor crying. I couldn't tell why but it showed Evan angrily looking down on me. Hey it hit me, this was the first night he started abusing me. He aimed everywhere but the stomach since he knew it was his child. I lightly teared up as I walked down more and saw all the memories of me beaten and abused. My life was sad, and not even worth it the more I looked at everything. I sighed walking into the light more until I heard a little baby squeal.

I turned to my left and there looking at me, was baby dolly. She was smiling and bouncing in her crib as I giggled playing with her. I went up to the memory and watched it more.

"Say I love youuuu! I know you can do it baby!" I softly kissed her head as she squealed even more. She took my hand and placed it on the side of her face smiling more.

"M-mommaaaaa, I-I- w-w-wuv y-yewwww!" I screamed softly and picked her up spinning her around as she squealed in happiness.

"I love you so much my babygirl!! I love you so so much!" We both giggled and I hugged her tightly swaying with her a bit.

I let a tear fall as I smiled, my babygirl...she was the only one who could make me smile like that on bad days. I looked down the path and saw how bright and colorful the rest of the memories are. They showed dolly smiling and telling me how much she loved me. It went from the day we moved to LA, to when I had my first date with Katya, all the way to my wedding. It was beautiful as I watched more and more memories of me being genuinely happy. I walked over to the end of the films and saw a big staircase head upwards where the light was shining. I put one foot on it until I heard someone crying. I stopped and looked over to the dark area where I was earlier. I heard it more and more coming from there, I took my foot off the step and walked back down the path to hear sobbing. I went into the dark area and heard it all clearly.

"I-I love you so much mommy...t-thank you for everything..."

My heard shattered knowing who that voice belonged to. I looked at myself and pinched my arm. I didn't feel a thing. That's when it all hit me at once. The memories, the bright light, the big staircase going upwards.

I was dead.

I cried listening to my babygirl cry more, I wanted to hug her and tell her I'm ok. I didn't know where I was but I started running into the darkness more. I couldn't die now, I don't want to leave my family behind.

I don't want my babygirl to suffer.

I kept running and running watching the bright light behind me fade away, and before I knew it, an instant flash of light came at me.

I could hear the sounds around me, but my eyes wouldn't open. I winced inside feeling the pain in my head. The crying stopped and was silent, but the only thing breaking the silence was the sound of beeping.

"Oh my god...m-momma Zamo is that..." I heard dolly breath in and squeeze my hand more.

"I can't believe it..." I heard Katya breath out until I heard both of them cry again.

"Mommy! Don't leave me like that again please! Momma Zamo get a Doctor and tell them everything!" I heard footsteps run out and felt the warm embrace of my babygirl hug me tightly.

"I love you so much mommy...please don't leave me again...you mean so much to me..." I smiled in my mind, I soon started to feel tired and I fell asleep again from all the drugs in my body.

It wasn't my time yet, nothing will take me away from my family ever.