My little dolly

Emotions

Dolly's pov:
I sniffed and hugged my moms arm as she peacefully slept. I cried more when I came into the room seeing how horrible she looked. I tried to climb into the bed but momma Zamo pulled me back.

"Momma Zamo how come you didn't see the signs...she doesn't look good at all..." I soon hugged her waist letting silent tears fall.

"She didn't look too bad the last time I saw her...but when she came out today I was gonna take her to the doctor before she passed out on me.." I nodded and eventually climbed into the bed with her, despite what momma Zamo tells me.

"Do you think she'll be ok...I don't want her to leave me.." Momma Zamo looked at me sadly and sighed.

"I don't know dolly baby...but I hope she can beat this...I wanna talk treatment with her when she wakes up..." she rubbed her face while I cuddles into my mom more. I hated seeing her look like this. Plus with the stupid machines beeping I was ready to go crazy.

"I know this might be a good time to talk about this but...will I get it in the future?" I looked at her with sad eyes as she bit her lip thinking.

"I'm sure we can stop it before it happened and gets bad..ya know?" I I nodded and closed my eyes tired from all crying today. It felt good to be back in my moms embrace, but not like this....

"I'm gonna take care of you and make sure you get better..." I put my moms hair back in a nice ponytail as she smiled at me.

"Honey what about your grades and school...I don't want to keep you stuck taking care of me.." I kissed her cheek smiling before taking her hand.

"Mom your more important then anything right now...you've taken care of me for so long I just wanna do the same for you..." she made an 'aw' face and gave me a big hug. She didn't enjoy staying in the hospital but we made her comfortable with her soft blankets and comfy clothes.

"I love you so much babygirl...I'm sorry you got dragged into this..." I sighed playfully rolling my eyes.

"Mom I've told you, I chose to do this. I wanna make sure you'll get better...and I'll do my work online so I can stay with you" she laid back and pulled the covers over her rolling her eyes back at me.

"Well sorry I'm concerned about your work and apologizing for my stubbornness" I smiled innocently and sat on a chair next to the bed.

"You should have told momma Zamo something sooner! I was so worried about you!" I relaxed when she put her hand on my cheek.

"I didn't think much of it baby...and I was too scared to tell her.." I gave her a sad look and put my hand over hers.

"Promise me you'll tell me or momma Zamo or anyone that your in pain from now on...I can't loose you mommy...you mean the whole world to me..." I put my forehead against hers and we stayed like that in silence for a bit.

"You won't loose me babygirl...I signed up for the treatment and everything...and if it doesn't work then I'm sure there's other ways...but I'm here to stay with you..." soon we hugged each other tightly. I couldn't help but let silent tears fall.

"I want you to know that I'll be here every step of the way mommy..I'm not gonna leave you until I see you all happy and healthy..."

I already lost my mommy once, and I'm not gonna loose her again...