My little dolly

Home sweet home

Trixies pov:
"If the house is a wreck when I walk in I'm gonna kill you" I pointed at her and laughed putting my soft pink hoodie on. She made a nervous face at me and I sighed rubbing my face.

"Fuck what am I gonna do with you" I shook my head and got myself completely ready and smiled while happily bouncing. I was finally going home today after I got checked and I was cancer free. When I found out I couldn't help but cry happily. Like finally after so long I can finally be back home with my family and say goodbye to those stupid IVs and needles.

"I meannnn, you can go ahead and love me?" She smiled pulling me close to her. I couldn't help but smile more at her as we headed out. It felt so good to be up and enjoying the world, the sun shining on me, the birds singing, and of course little children screaming and running up to me.

"Momma momma! Can you sit in the back with us pleaseeee?? We missed you a lot and we wanna love youuuu!" Brian tugged at the bottom of my hoodie as Katie clung onto my leg. I giggled listening to both of them whine of who was gonna love me first.

"Listen, I'm sitting in the front with momma Zamo, when we get home you can both cuddle with me upstairs on my bed. Sound good?" They pouted hearing I wasn't going to sit next to them but agreed to cuddle at home. We all got in the car and Katya started to drive us back home.

"I'm surprised dolly isn't here, usually she would be hugging me tightly the whole way back" I said looking out the window admiring the view as we passed.

"Well maybe she's getting herself situated back at college, I heart she's moving into a very nice apartment with her girlfriend" I blinked a bit and turned to face her in shock.

"Wait what?? Oh my god my baby really is growing up now, she's getting an apartment with her girlfriend...I can't believe it...god I know this is stupid but..wow...she's really becoming independent..." Katya put her hand on my thigh in comfort as I took it all in.

"Now you know how your mom felt when you moved far away from her...you need to let dolly be herself...she's not always gonna be by your side like she once was...it's time to let go and watch her be a successful woman...but she'll always remember he one person who helped her be that way..." I smiled thinking about her being a big star. I admit I teared up as I thought about it more and more.

"I know...it's hard to let my first baby go...I remember how cute she was..she would always drag me to the toy store when we went to the mall...and point out all the pretty princess dolls she wanted...but was always so disappointed that there were no Dolly Parton dolls...and in the middle of the night how she climbed into my bed saying she missed me.." I sighed wiping away a few tears.

"She was your special little girl...and no one can replace her..." Katya kissed my cheek and wiped away another tear on my cheek.

"She's still my special babygirl...now she's a true woman....has her own love life...a job...education..but no matter what..when I look at her...I still see five year old little dolly...smiling at me...." I softly touched the heart locket necklace I had on. It has a picture of baby dolly in her special blanket smiling. I never ever take this off, it means too much for me to just take it off for more then a second.

"Mommyyyyy! Katie took my bear againnnn!" Me and Katya both groaned listening to Brian complain and Katie yell at him.

"Katie why did you take your brothers bear?" I turned around to face them, Brian was on the verge of tears and Katie was holding his bear captive while glaring at him.

"Cause he says he can't touch me and I have cooties!" I face palmed shaking my head. I love these kids I really do, but sometimes they can be really ridiculous.

"Brian cooties don't exist, apologize. And Katie give his bear back and accept his apology" I gave them both a stern look before they apologized and were on good terms again. We finally got home and as I walked in I took a moment to just stand and embrace everything. I'm in my safe haven again, my home.

"Alright, now it's cuddle time" I giggled heading upstairs and going into my bedroom. I fell on the bed and smiled widely feeling my soft, cozy bed. We all got comfortable and watched the movie Katya put on. You can guess what movie she chose.

I felt so warm and happy after what seemed like forever of being miserable and sick. I can now be genuinely happy with my family again, and let myself recover to be my healthy self. I closed my eyes and fell asleep with a big smile on my face.

I'm happy and no one can change that.