FOR THE SAKE OF KATHERINE(Book 2)√

~fake boyfriend

Chapter five

Katherine's POV

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I ran straight to my room the very instance my feet hit the pavement of our compound. Breaking up with him was supposed to bring me a bit of relief but after that last kiss? He took something with him.

My peace of mind.

My peace of mind was taken from me as he drew his last breath from me and now he has left an emptiness right inside of me with absolutely nothing to hold on to.

"How do I even fix this?"

"You can't fix this Katherine. Remember why you did it in the first place so you can't break down now".

"But I miss him so terribly. My God"

"Yes you do miss him but think about this: do you want to see him come out with flying colors or not?"

"Of course i do want him to make his papers"

"Then you have to suck it up and keep holding firm to your decision. Don't fall apart just yet"

Aargh....

I had to shake my head roughly in order to clear out the little voices arguing right inside my head as I push open the door to my bedroom and went inside.

I made a quick dash for the bathroom as I turned on the shower and step under the feel of chill water on my bare skin.

I needed relief from half of the anxiety I was feeling if not all and maybe.. Just maybe, this shower might be more than just comforting.

I leaned against the tiled wall after a while as water continued to wash over me, leaving a trance of goosebumps as it flows through to the floor.

I'm damn...

Damn for life...

Scenes from what happened back at the prep room earlier began to flood my mind as I closed my eyes. My shaky hands found its way to my mouth as they muffled the cry that escaped my lips.

Not that anyone was home to hear me cry.

I was pretty much alone and on my own and with this horrible feeling eating away at my chest.

Why did I ever let him kiss me again.