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A mug of hot tea on the coffee table I'm looking like nothing I saw like I just feel everything around me is black . I'm waiting for my brother taking shower and he will start to persuade me by asking a questions
He just take a half day working just because want to fetch me at there when I call him without giving him chance to say anything . Drove like an ambulance rushing to hospital bringing a patient that almost die .
I'm lucky have a brother like him , never tried to make me more sad than I am . I don't know but I love him more than I love my parents . Because why ? Why ? Why ?
My parents busy working , they never know how their own children doings . Not even asking 'are you already eaten ?' . I have to understanding about how busy they are to make a money for us , but at least just give us a little attention .
My brother success with lack of parents love nor blessing . He's taking care of me like I'm a GOLD for him . Our parents don't even care that we stay at korea , not even say goodbye or see you again .
That's why I'm not a friendly girl because I don't like how friends will treat us that have parents but actually we don't . When I sick or my brother sick we will just take care each other , medicine ? We never buy them before my brother get a proper work like right now .
Actually we miss them so much but we never have chances to say 'I miss you mom dad' . Should I say our family is rich enough because our parents working non stop like there's no more tomorrow ? Yes I agree that we rich .
Rich doesn't mean we happy , I hope I got a goodnight kiss from my parents when I was with them . I pray every night before sleep hoping that just one kiss before sleep on my forehead , there's none . Now I'm so grateful I have brother that always give me a goodnight kiss before he got to sleep.
Maybe that's why I feel so much betrayed about Baekhyun . How much I feel lack of love right now , I though he's the one the best for me because he have same with my brother 'loving me more than anything else' , but I'm wrong .
Byun Baekhyun I put so much love on you but you make me hate you . I'm just hoping that you will happy after this . I'll stop being your fans . Start a new life . Start a new life . Yes new life .
My phone ringing make me snap into reality , I check the caller id . SEHUN ?
I want to pick up just because he treat me totally like my brother does , he is my brother when I with them . Protect me enough to feel his warm .
Sorry Sehun oppa not this time , just please give me more time than before or at maybe don't contact me anymore . I off my phone and throw my phone beside my mug . Now the tea already cold .
My brother bedroom door closing can be hear by me , I look at his direction and put a fake smile on my face . He walking toward me and take a seat opposite me . Running his finger trough his wet hair before start his speak .
Yeol : Drink that tea before refresh yourself in bathroom . If you want anything I'm here .
He smile to me , I take a sip of my tea and make my way to my bedroom . Before I lost my body in my bedroom , my step stop when he say
Yeol : I just want you to remember that you have my love , I'll never leave you alone .
Me : thank you and I love you
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Fanfiction-COMPLETE- Meet him by top of me and accidentally changed our phone to make a second meeting ?
