You & I

Chapter 18

Chapter 18

Avery's Point Of View

I never understood
what made your lips on my neck
such an imitate affair

until your teeth grazed my pulse
and i realize

you could tear open my throat
and make me bleed out in your arms

but instead
you chose to kiss. 

I pull the blankets over my shivering body, my phone vibrated on my bed annoyingly. I grab my phone, 'my idiot.' 

I answer the call, "hello idiot." 

"Hey lovely, you're gonna be late for school and what happened to your voice?" 

"Gah, I don't feel very good. I can't get out of bed." I groan softly, "aw poor rosey." 

"Stop calling me that." I mumbled, "you need me to do anything for you?" He asks. "Uh yeah, can you get notes from my biology class? There's a major test coming up and I don't want to fail." I replied. 

"Yeah sure, beautiful. Get well soon," he says, "thanks idiot." I smile slightly and the line went dead. 

I put my phone aside and went back to sleep. 

; 

My phone vibrated on my night table, I grab it and saw a message from Eugene. 

'knowing you, you haven't eaten anything. I was in a rush and you didn't answer the door, so i left some food outside. get well soon, love.' 

I got up from the couch, and make my way to the front door. I open the door and pick up the bag from the floor. 

I smell steaks. 

Holy mother of steaks. 

Next Day ; 

"Hey Avery, how ya feeling?" Jordan ask "oh hey, I am fine. Just a slight injury." I say, pointing to my leg. 

"I got you your literature work, it's a project we all have to do. It's simple and easy." She says, passing the paper. "Oh thanks," I smile. 

"And I heard your birthday is coming soon, having a party?" She asks, "nope. Not a party type of person." I replied, putting my things in my locker. 

"Aw man, but you're turning 18 you know." She reminded me, "I am fine without any parties," I assured her. 

"Well, here comes your Prince Charming." She says, I smile slightly and she left. 

"Hey lovely," Eugene peck my lips, "hey idiot." i smile. 

I never seen you in a day, and I miss you so much.

"Here, got your biology notes." He says, passing it to me. "You look very pale, are you sure you're fine?" He asks. 

I am not okay, i need your hug. 

my thoughts are tearing me apart. 

"I am fine." I flash him a smile, the bell rang. "Glad to hear that, I will see you during lunch." He says, kissing my forehead lightly. I nod slightly, I grab my things for math class and left. 

I need your hug. 

;

"Hey dweeb, why do you look so sad?" Sam asks, sitting with me and Jordan. "I don't look sad." I say, laughing slightly. 

Okay, Ed asked me that, almost the whole soccer team asked me that. I am not sad. 

i am, but i don't know what it's bothering me

i miss Lydia. 

"Well, where's your boyfriend?" Zach asks, joining in. "Who's my boyfriend?" My eyebrows furrowed at him. 

"Eugene." 

"He's not my boyfriend." 

"Best friends doesn't kiss their best friends." Sam stated, "unless they are friends with benefits." He says. Jordan then chokes on her salad, she grabs her orange juice so she can swallow it down. 

"We're none of that," I say. "Yeah, you guys act like one. And that love bite comes unexplained." Zach says, wiggling his eyebrows. 

"Oh steaks." 

;

5th March 2011

everything went as usual

my birthday is next week, to remind myself, i marked it in my calander. 

today, i spent less time with eugene. we're too busy with school, and stuff. 

i want his lips on mine, his arms tightly around me. 

- i don't know. 

Next Day ; 

"Hey Evans, we're going to the beach today." Sam says, "yeah, I totally forgot about that." Jordan says, her mouth full of salad. 

"What for?" I asks, raising my eyebrows. "Erm, fun of course." Zach laughs at me. "Not going," I stated. 

"Come on, The Hunter brothers are going." Jordan says. "I think i have a shot at Erwin." She mutters, wiggling her eyebrows. 

"Weirdo." Sam mutters. 

"Nah, I rather go home than wearing a bikini or a sports bra in the public." I say, "again, Hunter brothers gonna be there. Your Prince Charming." Zach says, emphasizing on it. 

"Zach, I don't want to go." I stated in a serious tone, "then we will kidnap you there." Sam says. 

"What?"