Cared for you

Eight

That kiss. I couldn't stop thinking about it.

But I had to. It was a huge mistake. I shouldn't have continued on with it. Because it was wrong so WRONG.

Me and Justin.

Justin and I.

We were history.

History

Nothing but an old fling. And yeah I did love him but that was years ago. We weren't meant to be.

I still cared for him and he'll always have a special place in my heart. But I wasn't in love with him. Not anymore.

We weren't meant to be

But god that kiss. It was so amazing. It felt so good to kiss him. I'm not gonna lie I missed it.

But never again.

I'm gonna be honest. Justin has called. And texted but I've ignored him. Well I would answer back and say I've had a long day at the hospital and was tired just so I wouldn't have to talk to him.

Because I knew what he wanted to talk about.

And there's no way I could talk to him about that kiss. I was to embarrassed.

Why was life so complicated. Why couldn't I just have a nice and quiet life. No guy problems no family problems.

Just me and maybe a cute little husky puppy on a island. Far far away from all the drama.

But no my life was the opposite.

I had major family problems. Like major.
Guys were always an issue in my life. And I didn't have a cute little husky puppy. And there was no abandoned island I could go to with my pup.

Life was great.

Yeah. Splendid.

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JUSTINS POV:

Selena has been ignoring my calls.

I've called about 100 times in the past few days. She wouldn't answer. She would decline and ignore my texts by saying sorry busy with work or some bullshit like that.

So I decided to go to her apartment.

May I add that it's the middle of the night but that didn't stop me. I couldn't move on unless I spoke to Selena first.

So yeah that's why I'm standing here in the rain in from of Selena's building at 12 am.

Not creepy at all?

Making my way into the building i make sure to wipe my shoes on the door mat so I wouldn't get dort stains on the reflecting glass floor.

Still got it wet though.

Great.

I asked the front desk what apartment Selena was in because I didn't know. Turns out she was in the penthouse.

Not that I was surprised or anything. Getting into the spacious elevator I pressed number 16 the highest floor and made my way up.

Not gonna lie I was a little nervous. That's why I waited 10 minutes before I knocked on her door with a sweaty hand.

God I was being kinda stupid why was I nervous.

I'm Justin Bieber. Woman would fall at my feet.

But I only wanted one.

I knocked a couple more times before a sleepy yet beautiful Selena opened the door.

"Justin what the hell are you doing here?" She asked in a yawn.

I hesitated.

I shouldn't have done what I did next but I did it anyways because I'm an idiot.

I grabbed the back of her neck and roughly put my lips on hers.

AN: so hi guys. Sorry that I haven't uploaded in like 2 weeks. I've been going through things. Like major things.

But yeah this chapter is so lame y'all. Idek anymore. I feel like I'm disappointing you guys with these trash chapters. Oh well though. 😞