Cared for you

Ten

JUSTINS POV:

"So um we need to talk." I announced after a couple minutes of awkward silence.

"Well, What would you like to talk about?" She asked pulling her large robe closer to her body.

How was I suppose to say this. How was I suppose to tell her that after all this time I was still into her. And that she was the one.

I couldn't do it without sounding like an idiot.

"I- uh I wanted to tell you that I think..."

"You think what?" She mocked

"Well I think we should get together. Look before you say anything let me finish speaking. I have feeling for you. And you have feeling for me too or you wouldn't have let me kiss you. And think about it we're good together. We got together. It was meant to be. What we had, what we have it's true. And I- I think that we should try again."

"Oh my god." She whispered to herself

Shit

I fucked up

I shouldn't have said anything but I kept talking anyways

"Selena... come on you knew we are meant to be. After we broke all those years ago. It hurt everyday after that. You were always on my mind. And I always had you in the back of my mind. Because I always believed that somehow we would find our way back to each other. That's why I never let any other relationship of mine get to serious. Because I always knew it was you I wanted. It's always been you Sweetheart."

"How dare you! How dare you throw this all on me like this. It was your choice that we ended up this way. You're the one who left me that night and drove away after you'd just told me that you loved me. You were the one who drove away after you had just taken everything from me. It was you. Not me. It's not my fault you had me in the back of your mind and sabotaged your relationship with other woman. All of it was your choice. You can't just drop something like that on me Justin! You can't just come here and tell me that all along you wanted me when you were the one who left in the end after you made multiple promises you'd never leave! So don't you dare blame it on me!"

"Hey I wasn't blaming anything on you. I wanted to tell you how I felt."

"Well what do you expect a person to say after you tell them you still have feelings for them when you were the one responsible for their broken heart and weeks of self hatred? What did you expect? Did you expect that I would say oh Justin I feel the exact same way. Well no. I had to move on. I couldn't keep laying in my bed crying my eyes out thinking, hoping that you would come back to me. Wishing that I'd wake up from that horrible nightmare. Just to realize it was all real and how the guy I loved had had sex with me and dipped in the middle of the night. I had to get over the fact that you didn't want me and I had ti nice in with my life."

"I didn't want to leave! I got scared."

"That doesn't mean you run off leaving a note on a piece of paper and expecting me to understand why. You're a coward. You couldn't live up to your promises."

"So let me live up to them now. Let me make everything up to you. That's what I want. I want to start over with you. Why won't you let me care for you?"

"I gave you the chance then but you threw it away." She whispered

"You should leave Justin. And don't try contacting me."