Cared for you

Twenty one

It's time for me to move on. I mean I should have been over the whole Justin and Selena thing 5 years ago. But this was a wake up call for me.

It wasn't gonna work out. No matter how bad I want it. Or wanted it. It just wouldn't happen. No matter how much I tried or how much Justin tried it just didn't seem to go right ever and I am tired of it.

Tired of not feeling enough. Tired of wanting something that didn't want me back.

I can't stay hung up over a man for the rest of my life. It's time for me to live my own life and enjoy it.

So I guess it would be best for me to cut Justin out. Even though that's not the nicest things to do but if it would help me it's what I'll do.

I'm going on vacation. I think it's best for me right now. I booked myself a one way ticket to Mexico. A nice vacation on the beach would be good for me.

I haven't picked a return date because I don't know how long i want to be alone for. But it's not like I have to tell anyone where I am or what I'm doing.

I did tell Lindsay so she could watch over my apartment. She didn't ask me how long I'd be gone or what the problem was. She did offer to come with but I decided best if I just went alone.

So I packed my bag. And that's why I'm sitting in front of this beautiful blue water in Cancun Mexico.

AN: This chapter is legit so ugly and embarrassing. I really have no I idea where I'm going with this book