Cared for you

Eleven

I asked for this. I asked him not to contact me, then why was it bothering me?

I gotta admit I was a little harsh on him but, I mean what did he expect. For me too fall to his feet or something.

I don't think it would ever work out between us ever again. I lost all my kreist for Justin that night. I gave him my everything and told him all about my life and he just drove away like it meant nothing to him. Just after he'd told me he loved me and then proceeded to take my virginity.

It's like he just wanted sex. And even though he says that's not what he wanted it felt like it because he took me to bed and then left. He left a note that he scribbled down in two minutes and raced off to god knows where's.

And even though I confronted him a few months later about it still bothers me till this day.

I can't just get over it. I loved him and deep down I know i still do but I won't let those feelings get out for Justin.

I let myself love Michael and look how that turned out her cheated on me.

I let myself fall for Justin and he well you already know what he did.

I shouldn't dwell on it though.

I'm now single both Justin and Michael our of sight. I could live life a little.

Instead of spending my free nights thinking about men I could go out with my girlfriends and have fun.

You only lived once.

AN: make sure to check out my new book die for you

And merry Christmas 🎄🎁