Cared for you

Twenty

The pain should have gone away by now. It shouldn't have even been here in the first place. My heart was aching and my tummy was hurting.

It's the same feeling I get when I'm nervous or have a bad feeling. But deep in my stomach it felt like someone had just took my organs and twisted them. Which may sound disgusting but that's the way I felt at the moment.

My head is pounding and tears are welling up in my eyes. But I won't let them fall. I shouldn't feel this way.

I'm NOT allowed to feel this way because we weren't together and he's allowed to do whatever he want but it still hurt.

This whole situation was embarrassing. I can't believe I spilt my whole entire heart and soul into the phone and it turned out being some woman he had just slept with.

Everything was just so messed up why did this all have to happen to me.

But I had to move on with my life with or without him.

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What have I done. It's now morning and there's a blond girl laying next to me on my bed. Naked may I add. My phone is in her hand. And who knows where our clothes are.

I barely remember what happened last night besides the fact I got shit faced. I started off with one glass of brandy and ended up drinking half the bottle and 3 beers on top of that.

Nothing like drinking all your problems away am I right.

I shouldn't be joking right now. I had to figure out a way to get this stranger out of my bed ASAP.

Quietly getting up and stretching my body I shook the girl. After about 5 minutes she finally started waking up.

"Who are you?"

"What Hell is that supposed to mean?"

"I think it's pretty clear I don't know you so who the hell are you and why are you in my bed?"

"We slept together you do know that right?"

"That part was really clear but you still haven't answered my question."

"I'm Hailey. We met at the bar about 2 weeks ago."

That's why she looked familiar.

"How'd you get in my house?"

"I put my number in your phone while you weren't looking."

"My phone has a code on it."

"You really shouldn't have 2222 as your code, if you don't want people on your phone."

I made a self note to change my password after I got this stalker out of my house.

"I'm not a stalker you're the one who called me last night."

"Well you should leave."

"I was going to anyways. Can I use your bathroom before I leave please?"

"Sure." I wasn't going to but she said please.

Taking a seat on my bed I rubbed my face before checking my phone.

I had a few messages from work and missed calls.

But one stood out the most. Selena had called me at 3 am and it seems as I had picked up.

But I would have remembered that.

Hailey came out of the restroom dressed.

"By the way you should call they girl back. Don't know her name but she called last night and spilled her heart and soul out to me thinking it was you. Pathetic if you ask me." She scoffed

Standing up in panic

"Selena called?"

"Yeah I guess that's her name."

"And she spilled her heart and soul out to you?"

"Mhm she probably thought it was you. She sounded so desperate talking about what you guys could of been if she didn't drive you away."

"Why did you say? Tell me you said nothing. Please tell me you didn't respond."

"Ha as if. I told her you were busy with me and hung up."

Shit. SHIT!

I can't believe this I've been waiting for this to happen since we've graduated and this is how it happens. Me being drunk and the girl I had just slept with answering my phone.

I could never get a rest.

Why couldn't I do anything right