The Distance of Love

Chapter 24: Bit by Bit

A/N- Hey everyone after a very long almost 8 month hiatus I am coming back and writing again it was a very emotional time so I didn't really feel like writing I was going through a lot that many people wouldn't understand but to those who kept reading thank you and for those of you who were waiting for this day to come I know we have been at and standstill lately and I am sorry for that. I am hope I don't have to go on another hiatus again. Thank you

     
  It was on September 7th of 2018 when it was decided that Matthew and i could talk again. This of course made us both happy but we still had a bit we had to sort out there was a restriction though on how and when we could talk. I could only talk to him on his free time at the college which I was okay with I knew it was better than nothing over the time I wasn't talking to him though I was making video diaries to him telling him how I was feeling and giving updates on my life as we could not talk so it was the best I thought I could do in order to reach out to him. At first everything started off as small talk and we soon got into our normal deeper talks which really started to help me.

           After a while I started getting used to talking to him again like nothing had changed except the fact that I may have been an emotional wreck. Like, that is anything new though. It was on October 1st that it offically had marked a full year since Matthew and I had seen each other in person this day was hard on both of it made us want to see each other all that much more and wish that we could just physically be together soon. No matter what him and I have always managed to get through anything thrown at us and come out of it stronger each time which I think is a good quality to have in a relationship.

  Things for him and I overall slowly have started to pick up. No it may not be at a faster pace I would prefer bit I have learned to wait. Despite him and I still having our upand down days mostly still caused by his parents we have had a few so far since talking again. My days have gotten a lot happier now although I still occasionally have my days where I am super sad and can't get out of it myself but having him by my side had made everyday seem a little more manageable. Matthew and I still have many days that we strive a crave physical contact with each other since it has been over a year since I have seen him. We both think that when we see each other in person that we won't let go of each other for at least an hour and there is a 90% chance of me crying when I see him in person again. Overall though him and I can not wait for the day when we can finally hold each other again and we know that no one is going to try to separate us from one another.