The unseen love

Chapter L -> Will I find you again?

Kongpob Pov

I had walked out not knowing where I was going, just going somewhere, I still had this urge in me that was driving me out. Where would I end up going? In the distance I saw a park, high trees and a pond of water. I hadn't been in this place, it was at the edge of the city and though near the airport we had completely ignored it in our search, would this be the place where has was. My phone rang, that'll be Arthit's father, great, I ignored it and denied the call before walking further along.

It was a park though it was the edge of a forest, as far as I could see darkness prevailed, with high, dark and intimidating trees glaring me down. I had to resist and urge to return my feet but the idea that Arthit might be here was as strong and for a moment I stood there in doubt, my fear and my love battling but soon my fear gave up and I slowly walked into the forest, using the light on my phone to illuminate the surroundings. Somewhere on my right must be that pond of water I had be able to spot from the hotel.

Before me a small lake stretched for nearly a kilometer. I was slowly walking around it, now I understood what made Arthit like these nature spots when he didn't feel well. The memories once more passed my mind, memories of our happy times together but also the memories of his desperation when we met the first time. How I had stopped him from committing suicide. The memories of him telling me how thankful he was that I persevered and didn't go away, it was the direct cause that we had these wonderful times together. There were the memories of his grandmother, how she loved him and even me, how she enveloped us into the family without minding  our relationship. Once we had gotten rid of Bright and  his father had known our relation everything had seemed like it couldn't get any better anymore. the way he had confessed had been a source of great fun for me, he was afraid to be the one who was asked.

Flashback

P', why did you confess to me and ask me out that night?
He became red like a beet while struggling to gather words for a coherent answer.
Well uhm, I eh, didn't want to be asked so I asked,
After I knew you liked me it was all or nothing to me, I knew I liked you it was just that I didn't know for sure whether you did and more importantly I didn't want to load you with my troubles but as soon as you said you liked me I didn't mind, all I wanted was you and your love, it would be enough to overcome everything.

End of flashback

Enough to overcome everything,
A tear escaped my eyes while they became watery, would it really be enough to overcome this we had to face right now? I hoped and prayed it was, but I could imagine him being sad about my parents, would it hurt our relation? I didn't knew,
And while my tears dropped and sobs escaped my eyes and chest I moved on trying to find when suddenly I heard a voice, it was more like a faint whisper, Who is there?

Arthit Pov

Hey readers, it is me again, I might sound happy but I don't know how to keep myself alive anymore. The pain in my heart has truly become unbearable and there is barely any food around here. Though the lake provides enough water I haven't had any food except for some berries I ate when I had woken up. You can imagine how horrible I feel. My voice had been degraded to a faint whisper not able to produce any meaningful sound, my cries had gone silent, I was praying for Kong to find me but it was unfeasible he ever would at this point, I was facing death yet if the alternative was living without my lover than so it be. At first I had screamed my lungs out but right now all I did was ponder over memories and sleeping. Nobody had been around, how I got here was a mystery to me and I didn't have a clue where I was right now, all I knew was that I had wandered around without a clue before falling asleep somewhere, when I woke up I had been at this place.

I had tried to get out of this place but where should I go? There were mo people around to give me a direction, no strong sounds that I could follow, no smells or something that told me anything. In short, I was stuck, at mercy of fate and judging from how my life had been that wasn't such a good thing at all.

I felt myself getting weaker and weaker, this mustn't go on much longer or it might be over forever. The thought alone sent me into a massive burst of tears and sobs, while I massaged my chest at the place where my heart was, trying to soothe the incredible pain at least a small bit. How could it ever have gone this far? The possibility of making an end to is was tainting but I didn't do it, I wanted to live every second possible, not wanting that if Kong found me there was only a dead body left, floating on the surface of the lake.

When I drenched in my pain like that I had heard some footsteps, or at least I thought, it is nothing Arthit, you fooled yourself enough times with stupid delusions and this is in no way different, I rested back but moments later I heard someone sobbing, was this truly a delusion? I didn't mind, who is there? I had wanted to shout but all that left my throat was a hoarse whisper, even if there really is someone how will they hear you. After I spoke however I heard someone rushing towards me through the bushes, ARTHIT?!?!
That voice, no this couldn't be true, please Lord let it be him,
Someone literally jumped on me, Oon!!, thank God, finally, YESSss
He held me tight to his chest, I could feel his tears in my neck, while he with his thumb wiped mine away before locking our lips together in a sweet kiss, how I had longed for this taste, Sim, finally
With those words everything went blank,

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Charactertalk

Arthit: finally

Kongpob: so is this it?

Author: hereafter no new dark parts will come, the story is nearly finished, I am thinking of how to make it end exactly but it won't be long. Either one or two weeks from now if all goes as it is in my mind.

Arthit: are there gonna be more [M] chapters?

Author: Not planned

Kongpob: (whining) But I want those chaps, they wake up those butterflies in me

Arthit: I can do it without those chaps if you like (smirks)

Kongpob: Huh? (Mouth hanging open), what did you say?

Arthit: Never mind

Kongpob: P'!!!!

Arthit: Nong, shut it!

Kongpob: Nong?! Must I show you who is the nong in bed?

Arthit: (Turns red) Author get out!!

Author: Fine I'll go and make your happy ending a irreality

Arthit: Fine

Author leaves

Kongpob: wait P' he said irreality

Arthit Yikes, we must go and get him

Arthit+Kongpob: (running after the author) WAIT!!

Author(to reader): chuckling (with a wink)

Author(to K and A): (Smirking) why? Want a happy ending?

Kongpob and Arthit: YYESSSS!!!!!

Author: Lol, let's see if you get it, now shut it, bye (rushing away into a car and leaving)

Arthit: yikes, what now?

Kongpob: wait and see we must, but for now

(Pushing arthit towards the couch), let's play..........