The unseen love

Chapter XIII -> The fight

Kongpob pov

While the days and weeks went by I had tried anything to get him to tell me what was going cause I could clearly see his trouble was increasing, even though I could make some guesses I wanted him to tell me himself and not find it out by blowing my allowance on some form of private espionage but he just didn't budge and I didn't have a clue as to why. We where getting along pretty well but every time this topic somehow became part of the conversation he just retreated in his shell. When he then came home one time completely covered in blood, cuts and bruises I had reached my limit, boiling with anger.

My anger had been growing for the last days, he had treated my like a piece of junk, snapping, banging doors, criticizing anything I did, a friendly question of remark would be answered with a sharp answer. I didn't knew what happened to him but felt completely fed up with me and when I asked him what was going on he didn't budge. But when he entered the room in that terrible state I lost it. Both being angry with my own failure to help and his ignorance to tell I had yell at him to tell it to me but that wasn't a very good move and surely the following conversation hadn't ended very well,

Just shut up I told you tens of times by now that I am FINE. No you are not, whatever I do you snap at, when I cook there always something wrong with it, when I help you with your music, it is a nuisance, when I clean the apartment or Iron or wash clothes, I do it wrong plus look at the state you are in now, you really think I believe you had an accident Arthit? Huh? What do you think I am? . I am shut up with being treated that way, cool yourself down, tell whats going wrong or what there is wrong with you, if not than shut your mouth or behave and don't hurt me in every way possible. I am not some kind of thing you can kick and hurt endlessly Arthit nor do I want you to be hurt in this way. Why won't you tell me, do you really think that whatever it is I won't help you, you know better than that, or do you want to die or something? Who is gonna care for your grandma in that case? You want us to be friend but reject my help? Want me to trust you but don't trust me? Do you even really think of me as your friend or am I just a pawn? You just know nothing at all, slap, bang.

Arthit
How could I ever tell him I had been robbed of all my money and was nearly sexually abused this time. Bright had threatened me that if I wouldn't bring him the money this time he would rape me and kill that roommate of mine. I had barely escaped alive narrowly being able to prevent them from putting their threats in practice.

Flashback
Arthit pov

You know Arthit what I promised you last time we met, so do you have the money, or should I give you a treatment? I pulled and tugged trying to get loose from the hands holding me back but only got kicked in my back slamming against the floor as a result? So you don't have it he screamed, kicking me where ever he could while I tried to roll myself into a ball trying to protect me but it was in vain. Pain engulfed my whole body and in my mouth I could taste and feel the blood from my cracked lips. Now, now don't cry, his voice suddenly became sweet as suger but when he tried to touch me I went insane, all the pain and anger he had caused with his bullying, his extortion and the threat of him abusing me had been increasing inside me creating a massive pressure , I had been a ticking time bomb but now I simply exploded, the only thing I could think of was killing them off.
I had punched and kicked and hit wherever I could kicking his henchmen against the wall so hard the sounds of breaking bones could be heard echoing through the basement, as for bright when I was finished I had his throat in my hands ready to kill him but I couldn't, my rage had subsided and with that I calmed down unable to continue any further so I pushed him to the ground where he laid unresponsive. It felt great to have finally taken revenge on them but I myself also had incurred some serious damage in the fight. Aside of that I knew it was a phyrric victory he would come to take revenge.

End of flashback.

I had hoped Kongpob wouldn't be home. I felt ashamed and powerless for what I had dine and what happened and I was unable to think clearly. He was in danger too so if I told him he would surely leave me or fight them and die and the thought of him either dying or leaving me crushed my heart in pain and terror. But he had been home, and once he saw me had asked me what happened, when I refused to tell him his anger and rage had ignited. We all know what followed.

After I slapped Kongpob in his face I ran out slamming the door behind me with a loud bang, enraged and crying with tears flowing from my eyes, what had I done, someone who seemed to truly care and I just hit him literally in the face, trampling on .his heart, I needed to get out. I don't know how long I ran but I was far from home when I finally stopped under a bridge, sitting down and crying. I knew I had gone too far, but after all the pressure should I have told him? I didn't know, and besides it would be too late now, he would surely hate me now his words had already showed how he thought of me right now. I didn't see a reason why he wouldn't, talking wouldn't have any use anymore. The only chance I got I had ruined. I curled myself up, crying bitterly, wishing I could tell him how sorry i was for what had happened but realizing that it was now too late to salvage. I just laid there until my phone rang, it was grandma, Arthit, a guy named Off came and asked for you, my heart sank, i told him you were away, he asked me to tell you he had come saying he would come back later after calling you. When I heard that, my legs went Numb, I felt a terrible pain in my chest as if someone put a knife in it and turned it around, then there was nothing.....

Kongpob Pov

After Arthit left I was in shock, had he just slapped me? I just sat down in a daze incapable to think clear while tears welled up in my eyes. So there i sat waiting for him to return but of course he didn't. I felt miserable, what had I done, I forced him to tell me and he rejected, I should have handled it differently, less direct more tactful, I truly had been a terrible friend this evening but now it was too late at least I did deserve the slap he gave me but would he hate me now for what I had said? Those words had come out of my rage but I knew that was not am excuse. I had hurt the person I cared for the most in his soul just because I couldn't control my anger. I just lost the person I secretly loved like that. Surely he would Ignore me now? I didn't know what to do. But one thing I knew, this was all my fault, I should have handled it differently, been more friendly, more patient, fulfilling my promise to make him trust me.
When time progressed and he didn't come I became restless but also calmed down a bit while forcing me to focus. Off course he wouldn't return, I wouldn't have either either he had gone into the city in his rage of he would by hiding somewhere to cry.
But he could have had an accident, or maybe even worse, thinking of what i found in the bathroom made me shiver in fear, if he would jumped before the train right now it would be my fault, I drove him to and over the edge not even really knowing why I did so but one thing I did knew was that the thought of losing him had hurt a lot. I really felt terrible for what I had said to him and I wanted to make it up. how I didn't know, but I would do all I could or what he wanted me to do to gain his forgiveness. Now that's all truly great Kong but you need to find him in order to make it up, fo and search him. Yeah, I needed to go, I could sit her drowning in my tears but that wouldn't bring him back.

It had started to rain and he still hadn't returned and neither had he answered my calls. I resolved to go and look for him at his hiding places. I took my coat and umbrella and went into the dark to search.....

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