Bipolar Sunshine || J.HS

Million Years Ago

Flashback

"Free Thanksgiving dinner... Beats starving."

"Welcome! Please have a seat anywhere!"

"The plates are there and the buffet is obviously over there! Enjoy your meal!"

"Thank You! I will! Fighting!!"

I rubbed my hands together blowing on them as I looked around the small restaurant. Practically all the tables were full except for one. I nodded happy that I found a seat and entered the short line to the buffet that this restaurant kindly put out. I took as much as I wanted chopping on some food while my eyes browsed on everything that was present. I decided that my plate was enough and went to go sit on the table that I chose before. I didn't see the half empty plate but I shrugged it off. The staff of the restaurant seems busy enough hosting the event I guess they will get to it later.

"I Hope you aren't planning on finishing my plate, as well."

I looked up with noodles mid way in my mouth and my phone stuck on a ulzzang's Instagram page. I almost choked when I saw the ray of sunshine beam at me with a irresistible smile and wide eyes seeming to look for something.

Respond

He asked me a question!!! I tried speaking but forgot about the noodles that were occupying the space in my mouth. I quickly turned and took some out with the aid of my chopstick and embarrassment.

"Cute." I heard and from the side he moved to the seat in front of me. As I cleared my face and my throat the realization hit me. this was his table he probably got up to do something and I took his personal space.

"I-I'm so sorry for taking your p-place!" I said grabbing my things.

"No, No please sit! I wouldn't mind having company!" He said holding my wrist lightly. I stopped and I felt some heat rising to my face, I furiously shook my head.

After a lot of convincing and stupid dad jokes I sat down with him. That was the hardest I laughed in a while -life is a pain in the ass-. From that day on Hoseok and I were technically inseparable ... he asked me out like two month afterwards. We've been together for three years and its honestly been the best... well it was the best.

"Food." 

He said walking into the kitchen, I turned and gave him his Western style breakfast happiness spread across his face until he looked at me it was gone and he scowled. That was his usual reaction when he saw me these days.

I longed for the look of love that was in his chocolate orbs the usual sparkle that brightened my day,

My Sunshine....

My eyes shut closed as it was met with lukewarm liquid I opened my eyes to see Hoseok standing with my cup of tae empty and in his hands.

I looked at him eyes wide from shock.

"Did I ask you for cold Tea?" He said raising an eyebrow.

"That wasn't yours That was Mine, Yours is right next to your breakfast as it usually is." I said holding back the anger. I wiped my face and thought of many, many insults that could start world war three in this house.

"Are you blind now?" I said out of anger I didn't realize I said it until I was pulled over and thrown to a wall.

"What was that." He said.

"I-I didn't mean t-to – "

"So it has come to this? Badmouthing me when I'm not here? Talking shit behind my back?"

He said walking slowly towards me his mug in his hand.

"N-No... Not always." I said and he bent down grabbing my face roughly.

"Aish – That smart little mouth of yours, Its going to get you in trouble ... lets see what we can do about that." He said bringing the cup close to my face.

I shook my head furiously, I knew what he was going to do. Squishing my face together making my lips part enough for the cup to sit and give me a small taste of the bitter drink. I shook my head even more lips burning just from the cup.

"Ah Ah Ah, be careful Chillren this a lot of teaaaaa."

He said trolling me as the hot brewing Coffee stung my mouth in an overwhelming amount. I tried to move my face away but his grip was too strong, now the coffee was pouring onto my shirt.

 I did the quickest thing I could think of because it was too much to handle. I pushed him off of me and spat out the fluid coughing and fanning my burning Mouth. I quickly got up to put something anything cold in my mouth.

I flung myself into the kitchen door knowing that was going to leave a bruise amongst the many.

"You little bitch."

The back of my hoodie was pulled back choking me in the process. With my neck still in the tight squeeze I was turned to see a very pissed Hoseok with new coffee stains on his face, Neck and Hair.

I couldn't even register how sorry I was when I was slammed into a kitchen counter, My body feeling instant pain, as I felt a body behind me.

I was forced into the counter top my face being smushed and leaving the lower half of my body in the air.

"You know I should punish you for spitting in my face like that baby." He said leaning over and shadowing my forced position. I felt his hand on my thigh as a feeling of uneasiness grew within me.

"Good ideas keep on popping up..." he sang slowly started dragging his hand up my thigh leaving a blaze of fire on my body and I internally screamed.

 I shuffle trying to move out of his grasp but as I was pinned down...  it was useless. His leg came in between mine parting them stopping my efforts. I began to shake as he continued reaching up to my waist, leaving his hands there. Making me a nervous and  emotional mess.

"See how much of a slut you are?" He said harshly in my ear his hot breath fanning my neck, Making me feel all the more Chaotic.

"Didn't even try and stop me... Tch." He said as he got off me. I stood up quickly fixing myself as a Deep blush placed itself on my face.

"Don't wait up on me." He said before leaving.

I nodded even though I knew he was gone. I sighed clearing the table from his breakfast and thinking of how I could get the coffee stains out of his hoodie.

"You are my sunshine my only sunshine..."

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