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I Nervously smiled turning towards Him. His focus now on his hands as he played with the bed sheets.
I walked towards the chair next to his bed clearing my throat. He sighed and looked at me, which I quickly diverted looking anywhere but him.
"I'm sorry if I get too emotional or go very extra on Y-You. I c-cant control I-it My medicine is f-fucking with me." He spoke softly stuttering every now and then.
I looked at him our eyes connecting as silence took the room. I could see the sorrow and the tiredness coming from his eyes, also tear stains on his slightly pale face.
"Have you eaten yet?" I asked and he shook his head.
"Th-the nurse said to wait a little."
"I bet your hungry for some Bulgolgi." I said looking at my hands. It was soft and barely audible but it was there, he was his laugh.
"Y/N-"
"Hoseok I-"
"Oh sorry go ahead."
"No, you first."
"I mean you started before I did." I reason.
"No, No I insist." He spoke his full attention on me now.
"Seriously Hobi you go."
"Ladies first."
"Don't use that as an excuse."
"I'm not, its called being a gentle man."
"Hoseok you fart when you sleep, I don't think you are considered a gentleman." I retorted crossing my arms over my chest.
"That was one TIME!"
"Felt like years." I laughed he glared throwing a pen at me.
"Hoseok that's rude!" I yelled and he laughed, mocking me.
I got on his bed and pinched his ears making him yell and beg for Mercy.
"I'm sorry you were right! You are always right!" He said and I let go a victorious grin on my face.
He looked at me with a playful glare rubbing his ears, I laughed at how much of a baby he was.
My laughter came to an abrupt stop when he took my hand in his. I flinched a little looking at him with wide eyes.
"Bab- Y/N, I am so sorry for everything I did. I know sorry isn't enough and it wont erase all the trauma and Harm I put you in but I swear, I swear on my life, I will never hurt you again.
I did you so wrong and I-I'm not expecting you to forgive me Gosh I know I wouldn't. I Just love you so much- the thought of you not loving me back was driving me crazy and I-I wanted you for myself. But thats not- What am I saying?!
Y/N I am sorry, you don't have to forgive me, I am not expecting you to get back together with me but I just want you to know how I f-feel. I-I fucked up so bad! A-And no Matter how much I hurt you, you stayed! I don't know what is fucking wrong with me to destroy something as beautiful as our relationship.
I am sorry, I really am, I love you a lot- if you don't want to accept, t-thats fine I won't ever bother you again. I promise you."
He spoke tears streaming down his face but words clear. I watched as he wiped away his tears looking everywhere but me, his words killing me as I thought about the every word he spoke.
"Are you done?" I asked my voice soft as I looked up at him.
He looked up at me shyly nodding his head. I smiled cupping his face and making him look at me.
" Listen to me, Nothing is wrong with you. You are an amazing person Hobi, and I'm happy that you've spilled out all your feelings but I need you to know. I forgive you... and I'm staying."
I said his eyes widened and I could see more tears making its way down his cheek. I smiled and tried to wipe them away as his head bent down.
"Really?" He croaked out.
"Yes Hoseok." I said softly he lifted his head and took my hands which were still on his face in his.
"Why?" He asked his eyebrows furrowing.
"Because, I love you. And No matter what, im staying by your side because I need you, more than you need me. Hoseok you are litera-" I was interrupted as tears started streaming down my face. He quickly pulled me closer to where I was straddling him, and wiped my tears away.
"I need you more." He said before connecting our lips together. I worried at first not wanting to experience the emptiness, but I was wrong.
As he pulled me closer an arm around my waist and his hand behind my neck, the butterflies started kicking in. I felt giddy as if my whole body was on fire!
I broke the kiss and smiled leaning my forehead on his as a cascade of happy tears left. I opened my eyes to look at his but they were closed and just as mine his face had a new pair of tears going down his cheeks falling off at his sharp jaw.
Staying like that for a good minute not wanting to let go of each other.
"I love you Y/N." He croaked.
"HOE SEOOOOO- WOAH Sorry!" We both chuckled at the familiar voice going in and out of the room.
"Love you more, Sunshine." I giggled
"More like Bipolar Sunshine." He added moving some strands from my face.
"My Bipolar sunshine... Sounds nice."
I stated my hands cupped his face, ready to kiss him once more.
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Bipolar Sunshine || J.HS
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