Bipolar Sunshine || J.HS

Unsteady Revelations

"Y/N..." I called out struggling to keep my balance. Its been hard for me to focus lately I've been hit with waves of dizziness and Cold sweats like my head is exploding or something.

"Baby.." I whined as I got to the couch hoping to see her soon. I heard her oft feet padding into the living room and I looked up not able to focus my eyes on her.

"Hoseok, Are you ok?" She asked i shook my head whimpering at the sudden wave of pain.

"You're HOT!" She yelled toughing my forehead.

"I-I Know-w I-I Am." I stated showing her a soft smile.

"Hoseok this isn't the time to joke around! I think you have a fever!" She said helping me to stand and walk me back to our room. She took off my jacket and placed me on the bed, covering me.

"Hot!" I whined kicking them off.

"Hoseok... Hoseok... Baby." She called out to me I smiled at the nickname she hasnt used in a while and slightly gazed at her.

"Open your mouth so I can see your temperature. Do you want me to call Jin Oppa?" I thought about it for a while looking at her worried expression.

Maybe She should her bruises are cleared, Mostly.

No I dont want that flirt near her.

I mentally nodded in agreement with myself.

" As long as you take care of me I'll be alright." I say sleep coaxing me again.

"Alright but don't sleep yet take these first!" She said popping some Advil into my mouth and some yummy cold syrup.

"Thank you." I Mumbled closing my eyes, I turned my head to the side sleep engulfing me in its arms.

*CHOP*

I flinch awake.

My head pounding and my eyes seeing blurry blobs. I whimpered out in pain as I felt worse than before. Feeling like my body was in the middle of a fire yet out in the Arctic cold.

"Baby" I managed to croak out. My mouth felt dry and had a sour taste in it.

I decided to get out and see Y/N because something wasn't right. And as dark as it sounds it felt like this might be my last day.

I quickly fall out of bed making the water I'm guessing Y/N set out for me poor all over me and the floor.

Still hearing the Chopping sound causing more pain in my head I got up. Stumbling and tripping on my own feet trying to reach her.

6 words circling my mind as I tried to make it to the kitchen. I had a hard time breathing harshly and squinting hoping my eyesight would get better in this state.

Finally feeling the warm light from the kitchen welcome my cold body I grin.

With heavy steps and a heavy heart I clear my throat looking for her still standing at the door.

A rattling sound made my senses heighten and I look to the left of the sink there Y/N was with an unknown bottle of medication and grinding it up. I watched as she took some and placed it in the soup.

With all the pain and confusion I felt it seemed like everything cleared, in the two seconds it took me to put two together.

"Y/N!!"

My voiced boomed hurting me but startling her.

"H-Hoseok?! I-Its not what it looks like!"

She stated putting down the bowl and looking at me with wide eyes.

"Y-You? You're spiking my food."

I stated and she shook her head a look of worry crossing her face as mine turned into a hurt Scowl.

"I-I'm Not!!"

"No wonder, I've been like this!"

"Hoseok Th-"

"Do not come near me! I may be sick but it doesn't mean I won't slap you."

I said and she looked terrified and stepped back. Pure rage took over me as I let out heavy breaths. 

This whole time she was pretending leading me on! She wanted me to eat so I could-

"You're trying to poison me?" I asked hurt

She wants me dead?

"Hoseok-"

"You're trying to kill me?" I asked my heart aching.

The girl I gave my all for wants me out of they way? Sure I messed up a little but..

"Of course I want you dead!!"

She shouted, which took my by surprise. She looked at me with such an evil look and I couldn't believe it.

I stumbled back trying to get to the door still looking at her face.

"Do you think I would love you and stay with you after the hell you put me through?"

"I said I was sorry."

"JUNG HOSEOK!! Do you think a measly apology like that would work?"

"Those idiotic I Love you's don't Change the monster you are."

"I-I D-Don't Know-w! I'm Sorry, I'm Sorry I'm Sorry."

I was a mess falling to my knees and holding my head within My hands tear slipping out fast!

"BULLSHIT If you even loved me a bit you would've taken your meds! Or set me free!!"

"I didn't want you to leave me! You can't you belong to me and only me!" I stated still crying.

"See Hobi , scum like you don't deserve to live. That's why I'm taking you out!"

I shout the words I'm Sorry and I love you over and over again as she spewed out more insults  towards me and pushing me to the floor.

She stated the only thing I knew too well before my body went numb and I lost sight of everything.

"You deserve to die."

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