Warning smut
Ella's pov
"I'm sure she'll sleep tonight love" Jasper rocked our little girl back and forth as she curled into his warm chest giving a little sigh. He smiled and rocked her once more before gently placing her in the wooden crib he had hand crafted when I had first told him of the news that was with child.
"Look at what we created, look at what our love created" Jasper pulled my waist with his arm gently bringing me closer to him. He kissed my cheek softly, I could feel him smiling against my skin.
"So glad we met, you make me want to be better... better for the both of you" I smiled and kissed his nose chuckling as he scrunched it up.
"That's love Jasper... love can bring out the best in people"
"What do you think she'll gown up to be?" I asked him as we looked down at our sleeping daughter.
"I don't know, but we'll be right there every step of the way"
Jaspers pov
Alice, what you saw is it true? Are you still seeing it?" I asked Alice as I waited for Ella to wake up. We had settled ourselves into a hotel in the middle of a busy city because it was bound to delay james if he got clever at any point.
I sat next to Alice who was having a hard time due to visions and everything that comes with them. I could feel everything she was feeling and it most certinatly was not good.
" Yes.... I'm still seeing that particular vision but it keeps changing there seems to be multiple versions of the ending but none of them end up any where good" Alice explained, she sighed and walked over to Alex who was watching tv and took the remote from him. He wined slightly but stopped when Alice kissed his cheek and sat down beside him. That reminds me I really should go wake up Ella or she'll not sleep properly tonight.
I opened the bedroom door quietly and noticed that the bed was empty. I heard the sound of the hotel ensuite shower turn on and the ruffle of synthetic fabric fall to the ground. I could hear the sloshing of the water as she stepped into the walk in shower.
I walked over to the door and listened as she began to sing. It was the same lulaby that she used to sing to our daughter.
Ella's pov
I stood still, letting the warm water spill over my naked frame. The memories were swimming around in my head. The water felt like it was washing them off, it was almost like I was drifting between two worlds and two parts of me.
I suddenly felt two freezing arms wrap around my bare waist. They were still clothed in a Texan checkers style top rolled up slightly at the cuffs.
He rested his chin on my shoulder and kissed it once slightly sucking at it.
"Jasper!" I shrieked folding my arms to cover parts of myself I was to insecure for him to see. My heart was thudding in my chest begging to break free from it confines.
"You were thinking again" he whispered and he wrapped his arms tighter around me and began swaying us slightly.
I smiled and leaned my head back against his shoulder as I grazed up at my golden eyed boyfriend.
"I know but it wasn't so bad this time, I was thinking about you and our daughter, our life we shared and the life that we share now..."
Jasper turned me around to face him, a confused expression on his face as he searched my eyes.
"But I thought you hated what happened to us?" He asked me as his arms wrapped around my bare back.
I nodded thoughtfully, but I had come to a reasonably okay conclusion.
"I guess I realised that if we weren't who we are now, that the previous life might have been the only life we could of had together... you probably would have got remarried and forgot about me-
"Never, never... the day you died and everyday after that, I wished death would take me.... a part of me would die if I ever lost you again... you're everything that holds me to this earth... there's only ever going to be you, nobody else matters as long as we have this" Jasper took my hand in his and took my palm gently to his lips and kissed it softly.
I giggled like a 14 year old would have after her first kiss.
"You missed" I stated and my cheeks flushed. He smirked and placed both of his hands on either side of my face and our lips gently moulded together like puzzle pieces.
"So beautful" he kissed my jaw as body slowly walked me into the white wall of the walk in shower.
"You'll get your clothes all wet" I said as I grabbed his wrists undoing the cuffs. His skin so beautifully pale and taught underneath my finger tips.
"Are you trying to get me naked Miss Swan?" He smirked bitting my lip as he undid his own checked shirt, revealing more of himself that I had ever seen before. I ran my hands along the scars on his chest.
"Maria did this...?" I asked him softly as he nodded.
"Hmm... but none of it matters now" his lips met with mine filled with a want that I have never experienced from him before, he had always been so gentlemanly. He was like a wild beast devouring its prey.
I tugged jaspers open shirt over his shoulders and it met the ground soon after and Jasper growled animalisticly. He lifted me up by my waist and let me wrap my legs around his torso. He grounded his hips against mine moaning in want and need.
"You are so tempting my love" he said a suddenly stopped as his eyes met mine.
"Sorry I don't know what came over me... I'll leave you to your shower" Jasper stood me back up right and began to leave the shower, but I grabbed his wrist pulling him willingly back towards me.
"No" I said panting slightly.
"No?" He asked confused.
"You... You can't just kiss me like that and not follow through... You always leave me frustrated, you think I don't want you but I do.... I want you in every way, I want to be connected to you in the most intimate way two people I love can be I want-
I was cut off by Jasper smashing his lips almost painfully to mine as he pulled us both underneath the shower again, the hot water now freezing in comparison to the heat my body was giving off. My feverish fingers found the button on his jeans and I swiftly unbuttoned it trying to eagerly tug them down his legs.
"Somebody's excited" he smirked as he kicked the last remaining bit of clothing that kept us separated. With his cold forehead against mine he sighed and kissed my nose. The small gesture making my heart swell for a few moments.
"Are you sure you're okay with this?" He asked sliding our bodies to the floor of the shower.
"Yes I want this... I want us-
My breath caught in my throat as our bodies connected together.
"Jasper" I sighed. I felt so full. Full of love and full of Jasper.
"I love you" jasper said as our lips connected and he began gently rocking into me. The heat was almost unbearable. Our body's rocking against eachother in complete synchronicity.
"It's like our wedding night all over... again" Jasper moaned as he thrusted harder and deeper. He ran his hands through my short golden hair pulling at it as he reached a more pleasurable angle. My legs hooking up higher around his waist as I have my body over to the pleasure completely.
"Let go, let go"
"Jasper!"
A/N HEY everybody so sorry I've been away for a while hope you're all still there lol.
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