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Random poetry I write. It will mostly be depressing, might have a few happy notes in it.

I Want To

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by Fel9818

by Fel9818

I want to tell you I love you,

But I know you'll run away.

I want to tell you I care,

But you won't listen.

I want to scream,

But I can't find my voice.

I want to cry,

But then I won't stop.

I want to puke,

But I can't.

God, I'm scared.

I'm hurt.

I'm fighting for my sanity.

I want to tell you all of this,

But you wouldn't care.

I want to believe you would,

But I haven't seen evidence that you would.

I want to tell you I can live without you,

But I'm scared you'll leave.

I want to

But I'm scared.