The One // Shawn Mendes Fan-Fic

Run Kayla Run

Kayla POV

"This is the part where we would kiss.." Jack said sincerly as he deeply looked into my eyes.

I tried to make out words, but they wouldn't form. So I just decided to close my eyes and go in, but before I made a giant fool of myself Jack finished his sentence.

".. but your boyfriend is standing right over there!" he chucked and ran through the thick water and over to the boys.

I gave a small fake laugh and turned around so no-one suspected anything and so that no one read my true emotions.

My lips were craving Jack's and they wouldn't let it go. I fixed my swim-suit, put my hair into a high bun and walked out of the water with a big smile so that they didn't assume or notice that anything was wrong.

My life started to feel like that quote.. uhmm, what was it..?

"Every mother wants a Shawn Mendes for their daughter, but every daughter wants a Jack Gilinsky" ?

Yeah that one. I decided to leave it alone for now, because I figured somehow it would get brought up later.

"Hey babe!" Shawn wrapped his arms around my waist from the back before spinning me around to face him.

"Hey baby." I put my arms around his neck before planting a kiss on his lips.

I saw Jack flich before looking down and wiping his lips.

"Hey well it's getting pretty close to the time of the fireworks show if you wanna watch from the boardwalk and did someone say something about a ferris wheel earlier?" Jack raised his eyebrow and peeked his head around Shawn's shoulder to look at me.

"ME, ME, ME!" I released my arms from Shawn's neck and jumped up and down.

Everyone let out a laugh, including myself.

"Lets get all the stuff loaded into the car, but leave a couple towels or chairs to sit on while we're watching the fireworks. After we load the car we can head to the ferris wheel."

After packing everything and getting Jack's jacket that he INSISTED on getting, we headed into the direction of the ferris wheel, just our luck, the boys were caught by a group of screaming fans. Luckily, Jack and I snuck around and weren't mobbed. I motioned for Shawn to come, but he motioned for us to go.

"Maybe you should stay, Jack. There are probably fans of yours waiting for you." I said concerned.

"Obviously not, no one stopped me and I bet they will wait for us when we get off of the wheel. Shawn and the boys are too nice and wouldn't mind ratting my location out. Come on." he said clutching my hand tightly.

We got to the ride administrator and she stopped us.

"Oh my gosh! Jack Gilinsky and who is this?? a girly-friend?" she shot him a wink.

"Hahahah yeah exactly that. A friend who is a girl. A cart for two please." he laughed and opened the gate for me. "After you."

"Why thank you." I giggled.

"I haven't been on a ferris wheel in forever! I'm so excited!" I said as the cart began to lift. "Ooh it's chilly up here." I tried to warm-up my arms, when I felt something hitting my hand.

"I told you I had to bring the jacket." he smiled and handed it to me.

"You are actually perfection." I laughed.

I tried to slide the jacket over my head, but got stuck.

"HURRY JACK HELP! I'M GONNA MISS THE VIEW FROM THE TOP!" I screamed and laughed.

We struggled to get it over my head, but when we did we left making eye contact.

I put my hand over my mouth and giggled and he returned a laugh.

"It's so pretty." My mouth dropped in awe.

"Not nearly as pretty as you" he looked toward me.

He intertwined his hand in mine, I didn't want to let go. I know i'd regret it when we got off, but it felt so right... right then and there.

I kept my eyes looking at the view, but I felt heat on me and I could tell Jack was staring at me, but I didn't know what to say, so I didn't turn toward him.

He slowly slipped his hand out of mine.

"Ugh, I always fuck up. I'm really sorry." he said softly while shaking his head.

"Hey, what??? What's wrong?" I looked toward him and placed my hand on his shoulder.

"You're dating Shawn. We can't keep doing this. How is he ever gonna trust me if I keep end up doing this?" he put his head in his hands.

"You DIDN'T screw up. I did, but i've been thinking a lot, Jack. He's going away and who knows what will happen when he goes back. Maybe i'm not supposed to be with him. Something continues to draw me back to you, maybe it's you who I want to be with. I keep pushing my feelings off and off, because i'm scared of making the wrong decision. We're gonna be living in the same house and I can't promise Shawn that nothing will happen while he's gone, because i'm not positive that nothing will." The ride came back to the ground and the administrator let us out.

"I just wanna go home, I don't feel well." I said, but didn't turn around to direct it towards Jack.

"Wait, Kayla."

I just continued to walk as tears streamed down my cheeks.

I turned around when I didn't hear steps or calls behind me and noticed Jack smiling and talking with a large group of girls.

Tears wouldn't stop pouring down my face, my eyes were filled, my vision was blurry, but I just kept running.

I ran across the streets near a little forest and tripped over a curb which just made the tears crash down even harder.

What was happening to me? I was letting boys ruin my life, my memories were coming back, and I think my anxiety was getting worse.

The only quiet place I could think of was the little forest, that way no-one could find me or bother me.

A/N: I KNOW THIS CHAPTER WASN'T THE BEST, BUT IVE BEEN OUT OF THE COUNTRY AND JUST GOT BACK AND IVE BEEN GETTING READY TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL! ON MONDAY IT WILL BE BACK TO THE REGULAR 2/3 UPDATES PER WEEK!!! 💖💖 DONT FORGET TO VOTE AND COMMENT!!!!💜