I love you but I just can't tell you everything (a supercorp fanfic)

What??? Where???

•~ Lena's point of view~•

I open my eyes and I have no idea where I am, it's a dark room and I try to move my hands but I can't, I look down and see that I'm tied to a chair, my hands are roped together my legs are also tied to the chair legs, who took me? There voice was familiar, but I cant put my finger on who's voice it is, as in I assume it's someone who works for my mum or lex because that's always how it has always been. I can't tell where I am, I see shelves, filled with cardboard boxes or at least that's what it looks like, i can't tell if I'm alone in that room, I scream, and I can hear the sound radiate around me echoing back into my ears and I suddenly see 8 people standing around me, except they're in a square, almost like I'm in a... box, sh** I'm trapped in a glass box.
"Lena Luther, my, my, my" they say as they open a door come in, the come right up close to me and they shove a knife into my stomach, I scream in pain and once again it echos back into my ears and I feel dizzy, faint like I want to die. Then they cut me out of my chair and they shove me onto the cold dark and I think it's damp floor they exit out and room and they are gone, completely gone just like that, I put my hand on my hip where the knife went in and I hold it, trying to stop the bleeding, and I look at my hand trying to position myself against the wall and my hand is blood red, well that makes sense it's blood, my blood, I lean against the wall and I feel myself fading in and out and in and out, I have to hang on I have to. For Kara, Alex, eve, everyone I've helped and continue to help, and I have to hand in for lex and I don't why I feel that way, I hated lex and I still do, I guess on my way to die has made me realise that I relied on lex and I still continue to even though he's in prison and I've taken over all his stuff and changed the Luther name for the better. And for some stupid reason I find myself still loving him, trying to live up to his expectations trying to make lex proud of me, but why? Why try to impress a criminal. I know why. Because he's family. Whether I like it or not he is my family, I rely on him and he shaped me into who I am today and I love him for that.
"I love you lex" I say quite quietly but as soon as I realise no body else is around, I start saying it again getting louder and louder and louder,
" i love you lex!"
"I love you lex"
"I love you lex"
"I love you kara," wait why did I say that? Because it's true and I've been ashamed to admit it and I've been ignoring my feelings but now I'm letting myself feel once again, I love kara she is great, caring, kind, the nicest, prettiest, most amazing person I've ever met and I love her for that, I love her so much. I once again feel myself fading out and I close my eyes and fall out.

•~Alex's point of view~•

"Right okay, thanks, thanks for informing me, I will find her yep thank you bye," I say to the officer that just called me,
"Alright people Lena Luther was just kidnapped from l corp so we need to find her before kara wakes up and you don't need to know why, find her, face scanners, satellites, all of it we have to find her for kara." I say and everyone looks at there computers, going onto the satellites and looking through all these files about Lena. Desperately trying to find her, I need to find her for kara and myself, she's my friend and she's basically karas girlfriend, Kara loves her, and well Lena loves her back she told me that herself.
"Alex, we found something, here you can see Lena and the cops just before she gets knocked out with a brick." Winn says and I look down at the video clip and I see the criminals, 8 of them and the one of them is holding Lena and the one next to them moves closer holding a brick and she's struggling kicking him and the guy with the brick knocks her over the head, and she lays in his arms knocked out,
"This is all my fault" i say and I still up leaving Winn in the chair and I walk Into the room where Kara is laying, only breathing because of a tube that is in her throat, I feel like this is my fault, I lost Lena and I've almost lost kara.
"Kara I'm so sorry, I didn't want any of this to happen your my younger sister it's my responsibility to protect you and anyone that matters to you, I'm suppose to keep you safe, but I didn't I messed up I didn't do what I'm supposed to do I didn't protect you or the person you love, I'm sorry i let you down kara, but please, please come back to me please come back to me, come back for me, come back and help me find Lena and then you two you can finally get together and you can finally be together like you should be... I'm so sorry kara. I'm so.. so.. so sorry" I say holding Kara's hand and watching as my tears roll down my face and splash onto her hand that I'm holding up to my face desperate for her to wake up and help me find Lena.
"Alex..." I hear kara say and I look and see her eyes open slightly, her vitals haven't improved at all she shouldn't be awake but she is, and I am so happy.
"Kara.. hey hey hey stay with me, hey it's gonna be okay I'll find Lena I promise I made her a promise that i was going to save you and I will hold up both of those promises, I love you kara." I say moving over and moving some of the hair out of face and watching as tears form in both of our eyes,
"I love you to Alex," she says and she passes out again her head stopping on the pillow and her vitals just staying the same, her pulse saying the same, I quickly check the x ray that is looking at karas heart and I suddenly see something I've never seen before.
"What the hell..." I say to myself,
"Winn!!" I yell loudly and I can hear a crash as what I assume Winn is tying to get up her quickly because he can tell I'm pissed of and annoyed.
"What is it Alex, and umm I may have broken a computer you scared me," he says and I look at him I don't care about some computer that isn't important right now,
"Yeah I don't care look at this what is it?" I ask and Winn hurries over and I zoom in the glowing greenish substance in kara's left lung,
"Umm," Winn says and he holds up his I pad scanning the substance.
"Alex it isn't possible, this doesn't make sense, Alex it's kryptonite gas," Winn says and I look at him very puzzled,
"Kryptonite gas, that isn't even a thing, wait there was no sign of kryptonite anywhere in or near catco, I don't know if maybe it was a slow reaction or it being turned into gas changed its entire structure so much so that it's a slow reaction and doesn't take effect immediately." I say and Winn jut nods his head this doesn't make sense, kryptonite gas that doesn't take effect immediately the entire binomial structure must have been changed on a cellar level, I didn't even know that was possible but it is. I have soiled proof right here. 
"Hello agent Danvers, Umm a video was just wide realised it's of Lena and about her," says agent ball,
"Thanks I'm on my way," I say and me and Winn get up and rush down to where a video is,
"We are rumba a group that hunts down people who pose threat or are related to criminals and were involved with them and we have Lena Luther a criminal who's physio brother was superman's arch nemesis, and if you want to see Lena Luther you must sentence her to life imprisonment for aiding her brother in his evil crimes and you must pay 1000000 dollars release fee and if you don't in 48 hours Lena will die," the man in the black hood who I presume was the same guy from earlier in  that video clip, then he zooms in Lena's and I can see blood poring out of her head from what I presume to be the brick that was used to knock her out.
"48 hours or she dies." He says once again and then it goes blank and I suddenly feel ill, I grip into my stomach and run to the bathroom where I throw up into the toilet. I feel so terrible and I just threw up, I condense myself and I open the toilet door and I start walking back to the cortex but I feel Ill once again and suddenly everything starts spinning and my world goes upside down, I grip onto the wall but I can't feel anything, I fall to the floor as my knees give way and suddenly I fall unconscious...