Chapter 5

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Recap
"I love her Hayes I always have"
"Too bad. She will never love you. After all the shit you put her through on top of what happens at home. Your a fucking idiot if you think she will love you."
"G-guys?" We hear Amber say.
End of Recap

Ambers POV
I hear 2 people yelling. It must be Hayes and Grayson. My throat is so dry it hurts to talks. I mumble out
"G-guys?" They both shot there heads towards me and run to me.
"Oh my god Amber! Are you okay?" Hayes said with a worried but angry look. I should have just died. I would be happier if I was gone, so would everyone else.
"Yea I'm okay. I shouldn't be here. I cut deep enough. You ruined EVERYTHING HAYES!" I say crying uncontrollably.
"Amber.... I was only helping. I wasn't going to just let you die. You are worth so much more then you think you are."
"I shouldn't be here. I was ready to go! I was ready...."
"Amber.... I am so sorry" Grayson said crying.
"Grayson it isn't your fault. I should have done this a while ago."
"Amber you mean so much to me. I promise you that I won't let anything happen to you ever again." Hayes said
"Hayes I don't want to be here. I hate myself. No one will ever love a fat ugly slut like me."
"That's not true Amber.." Grayson said.
"When we take you home tomorrow your gonna stay with me. I will go get your things tomorrow after I bring you there."
"But what about my dad. Oh my god! My dad doesn't know I am here! He is gonna think I am off fucking some dude. He is gonna be pissed that I didn't get there so he could..."
"I won't let him hit you anymore. He doesn't have the right to do that."
"But Hayes.."
"No Amber you're staying with me and that's that."
"Okay. I'm really tired. I'm just gonna sleep if that's okay."
"Of course we will be right here when you wake up okay." Grayson said sending me a soft smile. I drift off to sleep.

Grayson POV
"Hayes... I am sorry this happened. She doesn't deserve this kind of pain..."
"You shouldn't be saying that to me. If it were up to me I would be beating the shit out of you right here right now. But I won't make Amber have to see it. It would only bring back memories of what she has gone through." He says angrily. He's right. I have to make this up to Amber, even though it's impossible. I want to make her not scared of me. We don't have to be friends or anything I just want to have her not freak out every time she sees me.

Later that night•
Ambers POV
Its 3:30am and I'm the only one up. Grayson and Hayes are passed out. They could have left. It's not like I am going to do anything in a hospital. I really thought I was dead. I was okay with it. But now that Hayes and Grayson saved me I don't think that I could ever get the chance again.
"Gray? Are you up?" I ask weakly.
"Yea. Is something wrong Amber?"
"No... well yea....."
"What is it?"
"I'm so sorry *cries* for everything" He gets up and walks over to my bed and sits down.
"Hey hey hey, it's okay. It's not your fault, it's mine. I shouldn't have ever treated you the way I did. I am so sorry Amber. I will never do anything to hurt you ever again."
"Gray.... I want to trust you, but I just can't. You hurt me to much for me to just forgive you so easily."
"I know. Just get some sleep okay. You need to build up your strength so you can get better." He said shooting a soft smile. He seems like he has changed, but I don't know. It's hard for me to trust someone. I haven't completed trusted Hayes either. But he makes me feel safe. All I have to do is just think of him and my mood feels so much better. I look at the clock realizing how late it is.
"Shit it's 4:25"
"You should get some sleep beautiful. I need you to get strong and healthy again." I hear Hayes say.
"Sorry. I just couldn't sleep." I fell asleep shortly after.

•Next Morning•
Hayes POV
I wake up before Grayson and Amber. The beds suck here. I mean they at least could have comfortable beds if they can't have good food. It was hard to sleep last night knowing that Amber could try to do something again.
"Grayson wake up." I say kicking him
"What the fuck man. It's too early for this shit."
I get up and walk over to Amber. She is still sleeping. She is so adorable when she is sleeping. Not to be weird or anything but she really is. I just want to spoil her and make her mine. She is the most perfect girl I have ever met. But she doesn't see it and that's terrible.
"Should we wake her?" Grayson asks
"Yea then she can sleep in a comfortable bed." I say laughing. Then I began to wake her up.
"Amber come on I'm gonna take you to my house. It's time to wake up." I say shaking her lightly. Then Grayson walks over to her and starts to rub her face a little.
"Come on Amber. Let's get you home."Grayson said. She started to wake up.
"Hey beautiful, you ready to go?" I said.
"Yea, are you guys ready?"
"Hell yea. These beds suck I can't wait to lay down in mine." I said laughing. I managed to make her smile. She is so beautiful.
"Okay then let's go." She said.

Hayes's House•
"Well here we are." I say
"Do you want me to go with you to my house?"
"No. You stay here and rest okay." I say smiling
"Do you even know what to grab?" She says sassing. "I'm going wether you want me to or not."
"Okay then let's go." We start to drive to her house and her dad isn't home. Thank god.
"Okay well how long am I gonna stay"
"Just pack everything" I say shrugging.
"Okay." She started to pack all of her clothes. She doesn't really have that many. Then she goes to her shoes. She has only 2 pairs. She doesn't have that much stuff so it doesn't take long for her to finish.
"Okay I'm done we can leave now."
"Okay let's go then princess." I say smiling. We get back to my house and I carry her stuff upstairs to my room. She starts to yawn.
"Why don't you go lay down in my bed and sleep." I say
"Yea sure *yawns* Will you come lay down with me?" She asks
"Of course beautiful."

Ambers POV
I am really tired and I didn't even do anything. But Hayes told me to go to sleep and I asked him to lay down with me. He makes me feel safe. Really safe, I feel like I can trust him with anything. He makes me.....happy. And I haven't felt that in so long. I still get scared when I see Grayson but that's just instinct. I am so thankful for Hayes. I hope he knows that.
"Hayes?"
"Yea?" He asked turning over towards me.
"Can you come closer? It's just that.... you make me feel...."
"Of course. Don't be shy with me okay." He said kissing my head.
"Try to go to sleep now okay beautiful." He said playing with my hair softly.
"Okay. Goodnight Hayes."
"Night."

Hayes POV
"Night." I say as she fell asleep. She is so peaceful when she sleeps. She is an amazing person and I just want to make her see that. She thinks so low of herself because of what Grayson did to her. I will make him pay for that but not right now. Not when she is in this kind of condition. She is so perfect and I will make her see that one day. She deserves every single thing in this world. She deserves to be happy not scared.
"Amber.... I love you. I know you are asleep and can't hear me but I do love you. And I promise to protect you forever. I won't let you or anyone hurt you anymore. You are so perfect to me. I will do my best to make you as happy and safe as possible. Now I just have to say that to you when your awake"
"Hayes I love you too. You have no idea how thankful I am for you. You make me so happy. Just the thought of you makes me happy. And when I'm near you or when you hug me or put your arms around me or even just holding my hand makes me feel safe. And I have never really felt safe. So thank you. For making me know what happiness feels like and what being safe feels like as well." She says now crying.
"Amber I didn't know I made you feel like that when I'm near you. I'm happy you said that because now I won't ever let you feel unsafe or unloved. Please don't cry, you shouldn't be sad ever. As beautiful as you are you shouldn't be crying. I hate seeing you sad."
"Thank you Hayes, for everything, for taking care of me and for saving me...."
"Of course. I will always be here. Now get some sleep okay. We will talk more later okay." I say kissing her cheek.
"Okay Hayes." She says kissing my cheek in return.
"You are so cute you know that" I say laughing.
"Thanks *yawns* goodnight."
"Night beautiful" I say. I want to give her a better life. This is what she needs. She needs a do over. She doesn't need to get beat by the twins or her family. She sure as hell doesn't need to cut anymore either. I will definitely make sure those two things don't ever happen. I'm gonna try to make her happy again. She is perfect but she doesn't think so. She thinks she is an ugly fat slut. But she really isn't. She is so beautiful. I will do my best to make her see that to. I begin to fall asleep with Ambers head buried into my chest. This moment is perfect. She is perfect. I wish this would last forever.

Authors Note
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