Falling Apart * (Cimorelli FanFiction)

Chapter 25

Lauren's P.O.V

"No thanks. Im not hungry grandma." I said politely rejecting her soup.

She set it on the table and left.

I've been staying at her house for about 2 weeks. I miss my sisters. They call and text me nonstop. Well not Amy because.. Amy is- dea-

I cant say it. 3 days ago they found her body in the dumpster and I just.. I stayed locked away from the world. I blame myself and my sisters for not doing anything.. I cant believe this.

I flipped through channels on the TV. I turned the news on to see My sisters and mom. They looked pale and had red puffy eyes.

They didnt say much. Just 'Please come home, we love you, we're sorry, I miss you.'

Nothing much. They dont even talk about Amy in their interviews. Only me. Which hurts me. Whenever they,ask about Amy, they talk about me.

I scrolled through twitter and #WeMissAmyCimorelli was trending. I decided to make a post about my dear sister.

People think we dont care. But I do,my sisters dont.

@LaurenCim

You guys think I dont mind Amys passing, but inside Im dieing. I miss Amy more than you'll ever know. She was my sister and bestfriend. She was my fun-sized muffin. And theres only one thing that keeps me going each day. To know Amy is watching over me everyday. I knew she loved me and thats all I want. #WeMissAmyCimorelli Amy's not gone. We cant see her. But she's by my side right now. She's my guardian angel <3

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I tweeted it and people seemed to like it. At least they know I care about Amy and I mean it.

I looked up and started to cry. I then whispered. "I love you Amy."

Dani's P.O.V

I was scrolling through twitter when I saw a tweet from Lauren. I read it and started crying. Lauren wont talk to us she's been gone too long. I miss Lauren so bad. She is my bestfriend, my other half!

"Lisa!!" I called.

Lisa looked up at me and sat on my bunk.

"Why dont we just tell Lauren." I said sadly.

"You know we cant do that." she sighed.

I know we cant tell her.. Why did I even ask.

I walked into the kitchen and grabbed a quick snack. I sat next to Christina on the stool.

"You miss em too?" she asked.

I nodded sadly. "Chrissy, can we ju-"

"No." she answered.

I sighed and left the kitchen. Oí

I decided to go for a walk. When James walked up to me.

"Did you do it." he asked.

"Yea." I said quietly.

He nodded and left me. Im a bad person.. I shouldnt have did it. I shouldnt have done it!

Im ashamed of myself. I went to the park and sat on the park bench.

"You stupid little brat! Give it back!" I saw a little girl fighting with her sister.

"Brat? Your a ugly little Brat, you idiot!" the other one spat back.

"Why cant you just go away and never come back!"

"I think I will!"

This reminds me of my sisters..

I walked up to them and started talking. "Guys. You shouldnt say things like this. I have 5 other sisters and we fought alot. Everyday and now guess what?"

The girls looked at me curiously.

"One of them's dead and the other ran away from home. We cant find her anymore. Hold onto each other or they WILL leave. Forever." I said on the vurge of crying.

"W-who are you?" the little girl asked me.

I took off my hoodie and revealed my face. They gasped. "I know." I said.

"We wont fight. I love my sister." She said.

I smiled and left them but they stopped me. "W-who died and who left?" she asked.

Their young.. they must not have heard yet. "Lauren left. Amy died." I replied.

"A-amy?" the girl said as a tear rolled down her cheek. "I love Amy. She's my favorite." she said.

"And Mine is Lauren.. Why did you let them go?" she asked.

"Stupid reasons. But now you know to never let them go." I left them in the park. They were crying which made me cry.

"Wait Dani!!!" The girl called. I turned around to see a girl with a picture.

I took it and looked. She made a collage of Cimorelli. Aww.

This is so sweet! "Aww, this is-"

Before I finished she took the picture and ripped it in tiny pieces. I gasped and put my hand over my mouth. The girl was crying.

"You guys were my idols! You got along so well! You promised us you'd never change, and you did! What happened to Dauren and Lamy and Kristina! You let me down! You let your fans down!! I cant believe this. You broke my heart!" she ran away leaving the remains of paper.

I started crying and ran home quickly.

I bust open the door. "Dani? Whats wrong!" Katherine asked.

I ignored and ran into my room. We let the fans down, everyone. Im such a bad person! UGHH!!

If only Lauren would come home. And Amy..

Dont stress Dani.

Im just gonna take a nap to clear my thoughts..

I cant take a nap.. How am I supposed to sleep knowing I lied to fans about Amy's death?