ecstasy // willne x imallexx au

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alex - 17th january 2018

i stepped in from the window, my face flushing as the warmth of the bedroom hit me. will was stood looking at me. his hair was slightly windswept under his cap, and his blue eyes seemed to pierce into me.

i wanted to draw him close to me, for him to hold me like that might make all the numbing pain i felt go away. all the years we spent together he offered me security. i needed it now more than ever. i shrugged off his bomber jacket and let it drop to the floor, then stepped towards him and folded my arms around his neck, looking up into his eyes.

he took off his hat and placed it on my desk, then wrapped his arms around my waist as he leaned down and kissed me.

will kissed me and i kissed him back. his lips were chapped and dry, but the roughness felt good. it seemed more real.

he moved his hands from my waist to the bottom of my hoodie, drawing it up and over my head. i reciprocated his actions and removed his too. his hand stroked up and down my bare arm and sent shivers through me.

i joined our lips again, my tongue asking for access, which will granted. he ran his hands over my back underneath my t-shirt, then took the hem and lifted it over my head, letting it drop to the floor. i did the same to him, heartbeat starting to rise. his chest was smooth and warm to the touch, asking to be covered in lovebites.

i stepped backwards until i found the bed, which will pushed me on to and climbed on top of me, his alluring face centimetres from mine.

"i... i've never done this with a guy before."

"neither have i, baby." will replied, kissing down my chest slowly, leaving marks as he went. he was so good with his mouth, i arched my back to get impossibly closer to him. i needed his touch now. i couldn't believe we were doing this.

i needed it so much.

he brought his mouth back up to mine and i kissed him with all i had. my breath hitched in my mouth as he moved his hand lower and lower down my body. i craved him, everything about him and i'd never realised it before. in this moment, he was the most beautiful person i'd ever seen.

"will," i said, slowing down my grinding as he sucked on my neck.

"yeah, al?" he stopped and looked up at me in a concerned manner. "are you okay? do you want to stop because we can stop if you don't wa—"

"no, no it's not that. i want this so much. just," i took a breath, looking him straight in the eyes. "just don't let me be a pity fuck, okay? please don't do this for the sake of it."

he looked directly back at me when he replied. "alex, i would never. i could never do that to you. you mean too much to me for me to ever be able to do that. i want this."

i breathed a sigh of relief, and his mouth started working magic again, travelling lower and lower down until he pulled my tracksuit bottoms off and started teasing my boxers.

"fuck, will, please just do it. need it."

he smirked up at me, taking the hem of my boxers inbetween his teeth and pulling them down my legs agonisingly slowly. i whined in response.

"you're so beautiful," he breathed, seeing all of me for the first time. i was wearing nothing except the chain he'd given me for christmas. i pulled him back towards me and kissed him again whilst my hands roamed his toned chest and perfect legs.

"fuck me, will." i muttered against his lips.

"say that again," he smiled.

"william lenney, i want you to fuck me."

i fumbled with his button and zip on his skinny black jeans, ripping them off along with his boxers. i couldn't believe i was so close to him.

will stuck three of his fingers in my mouth and told me to suck. the movement of my tongue around his fingers elicited a breathy moan from will, which couldn't have sounded better if he'd tried. he removed his fingers from my mouth and slowly inserted them into me one by one. i groaned, adjusting to the weird, painful feeling though it soon turned into pleasure. he was so good at this, i couldn't believe he hadn't done it before.

"i'm ready." i mumbled, almost unable to speak as i stroked his hard dick.

will grabbed a condom from the bedside table and ripped open the packet with his teeth. he rolled it on to himself.

"tell me when," he said, lining up with me.

i nodded, signifying for him to start.

i was overcome with pleasure as his body started moving in time with me, starting slowly. every now and then we giggled, not believing the situation, and i loved it.

"you look so hot, baby," will said, before reconnecting our lips. my hands were gripping the bedsheets, and will must have noticed, because he moved his arms from either side of my head and intertwined our fingers.

"shit, will, you're so fucking good."

"alex," was the only reply i got before he pushed into me deeper and harder than before.

"b-baby, fuck." he moaned.

"fucking hell, will."

i attached my lips to the skin above his collarbone, receiving a moan as i bit down and sucked. "mark me up alex, give it all to me." my lips worked across his jaw and neck, making sure to leave the biggest marks where i received the loudest moans.

"you like that, will?"

"oh my god, alex, don't stop." i continued nibbling his soft, pearly skin. i'd never felt so good in my life.

"i'm close, baby." i panted. i needed this more than anything. all i could think about was will, the prettiest boy in the world. he clouded my vision.

will moved my sweaty hair out of my eyes, and we held eye contact as we both came together, will pulling out of me and resting his forehead on mine, brushing our lips together. i'm sure it was the most beautiful sight i had ever seen in my whole life.

"you were so perfect, my love." he said, pecking my lips one last time. "you're the best i've ever had."

"you too." i replied. i was in a state of pure ecstasy, hardly able to think. our breathing started to slow and will wiped us down with his t-shirt. i rested my head on his chest. i felt so awake, so alive. i didn't know if i wanted to laugh or cry.

"i... i think i love you will."

"i think i love you too alex."