ecstasy // willne x imallexx au

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alex - 4th october 2018

big dick boys😎

JOSHY SAYS HELLO:
downstairs in 5 be ready or ELSE

the cube™️🥰:
aight cool

auburn pedo:
me and the rest of the boys meeting you at the club??

marrithott:
yeah you nonce

"come on," i heard will shout. i appeared in the hallway and will looked up from his phone.

"how do i look?"

"like you're about to go snatch some fanny," he said, putting on his signature black cap.

"fuck off, let's go," i laughed.

-

shitty electronic music blared in my ears as will and i watched our friends peel away from the rest of the group one by one, getting dragged away by various different girls.

"oi, she's decent," will said, as a blonde haired girl started grinding on george - a sight which i could have done without seeing, even in my drunken state.

i slapped will's thigh, knowing he was just taking the piss. he kissed me again.

"another drink?" i nodded and he slid off the bench we were sat on to head towards the bar.

i scanned the hazy club, but i couldn't see any more of our friends who we'd come with. they were probably off shagging in the bathroom. classy. not like will and i could talk but... we won't get into that. romance was big in our friendship group, clearly.

my head spun slightly watching all the flashing lights from the dance floor and hearing the shouts of young people, combined with the shots i'd already taken. soon enough, will returned jostling people and spilling beer as he went.

"don't even say anything!" he said, seeing me laughing at him. "i'm fuckin' great at carrying drinks."

we sat and drank together, me sat on his lap like was usual for us. he kissed my neck every so often.

a little while later george came back to the table accompanied by the girl we'd seen him with earlier. he had a fresh bruise on his neck and i was pretty damn sure it wasn't because he'd got into a fight with the barman.

"top shagger george copped himself a girl!" he said. the girl laughed and sat down next to him, giving him a peck on the cheek.

"i'm jess."

"alex," i nodded.

"i'm will, alex's boyfriend." i bit my cheek at that, but there wasn't any need as she replied with "oh, cool! nice to meet you both."

we spent a while chatting together, jess gushing all over george, and vice versa. i could instantly tell they clicked and made a mental note to make sure george actually worked hard to keep up this relationship if it progressed further than just tonight. he wasn't always great at commitment.

after more talk between us all and getting to know jess some more, josh and stephen came back and joined us. josh was unsurprisingly accompanied by a girl, stephen (in the least savage way possible) unsurprisingly not.

i ended up drinking way too much and at some point started making out with will in front of everyone at the table. apparently they all laughed it off and will managed to control me, but i couldn't help feeling embarrassed. eventually all our friends went straight back to the dance floor, leaving will and i alone.

"come on will, let's go dance," i slurred, trying to stagger to my feet and pull him with me.

"you're way too drunk for that al, stay here and i'll get you some water, you don't look great."

"mmm." i sank back into the comfy chair and shut my eyes for a while, however my head was becoming dizzy and the blade of the music created a pounding in my head. i decided i needed some air, so managed to clamber to my feet and fight my way through the crowd to the nearest exit, eyes barely recognising where i was going.

i found myself outdoors beside the reeking stench of the bins. my legs gave way and i sank to the cool floor, a blessing to the touch of my overheating skin. my breath heaved in my chest, and i felt the bile rise in my throat. i took a few short puffs of air before i turned over on to my side and threw up the contents of tonight's binge. i was in a complete state.

after i'd heaved until there was nothing more to get out of my system, i slumped back against the wall again. my hair clung to my forehead with sweat and my brain felt like it was alight, yet i shivered in the cool air. i could barely keep my eyes open, and i almost seemed to drift in and out of conciousness: that was until i heard a voice coming from a little further down the back alley behind the club.

"i miss you. and i know what i did was wrong, but it was all done out of love." i knew that voice. "it was because i was worried you were going to break up with me." those high pitched, sickeningly sweet tones.

then there came the voice of another person; so it was two people? it wasn't just someone on the phone.

"i..." it was little more than an exhalation of breath, but i recognised it instantly.

fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.

"come on babe, i know you want to." i heard the sound of lips on skin. "you don't need him, you need me."

"no, no," came the faint whisper.

will.

"will, fucking come with me!"

shit, it's happening again.

"will," i tried to cry out, but my voice was an almost inaudible croak.

that fucking bitch.

"no, stop, i can't leave him. let me go," his voice was weak. it was terror filled. that's what did it. i couldn't let this happen again.

i'm going to kill her.

i needed to go around the huge bin which blocked them from seeing me. i staggered to my feet, head reeling, and stumbled around into the moonlit side of the alley.

"will," i croaked again.

"alex?" i think i saw his head whip around. he pushed the figure off him - clara, of course, the most sickening person i could imagine. i took in her long blonde hair and slinky silver dress before i collapsed into will's arms.

i hope she chokes.