morning
Everyime I eat something, it comes back up my throat and lands in the sink.
It is the doctors appointment today. And Shawn's gone off somewhere. He promised he'll be here with me. How could I trust him when I'm in labour?
I called my cousin Kev to drop me off at the hospital. "Where's Shawn?" he asked me. I shrug.
"Unreliable bitch." he whispered.
I wanted to slap him then and there but we had made it to the hospital and there was many people around us. I decided not to.
Kev walked me up the stairs and into my appointment. Shawn wasn't here still. Where was he at?
The doctor put some sort of jelly on my stomach and told me that it was going to be a girl. I nodded. I couldn't help but think of Shawn.
"Would you like some pictures?" I nod again. I wasn't in the mood. After I got my pictures of my baby, I got a taxi home.
"Where are you off too?" the driver asked me.
"Shawn Mendes' place." I said to him. Everyone seemed to know Shawns place, it was just logic.
Once I mangaged to find the house keys and get inside I found Shawn on his phone. Texting. A Tom Holland.
"SHAWN." I scream. I screamed so loud that he fell of the sofa. "Hey babe." he said. Grinning.
"Your drunk." I tell him.
"So what baby?" he asks. So what?!
"Shawn, I had a gender reveal without you." I tell him the facts.
"Aren't I allowed to have some fun?" he asks, innocently.
"NOT WHEN IM PREGNANT." I yelled.
And before I knew it, my hand fell in contact with Shawn's face.
I slapped him.
I actually slapped him.
I felt tears. Rolling. Down my cheeks.
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clash || shawn mendes & hailee steinfeld
Fanfiction{MATURE CONTENT} "I promise to be the best dad, I promise." || s.m. in which Shawn has twins {babies are @taytumandoakley via instagram} accomplishments: #1 in shailee
