clash || shawn mendes & hailee steinfeld

Chapter 26

a few moments later

I walked, along with Shawn, not letting a word out of my mouth. "we're table 4," Shawn said, breaking the silence. I nodded, avoiding eye-contact. 

"what would you like?" he asked, handing the menu over. "the same as what your having," I said, not even glancing at the menu. "why are you being moody!?" he snapped at me. "im not!" I snapped back. I felt a few eyes staring hard at us, tutting and pointing. "then pick something to eat!" he said, sternly. "im picking the same as yours!" I yelled. "keep it down." he said, smiling at all those staring at us. 

"do you want to leave for a minute?" he asked me. I nodded, calmly. He took my hand and walked out. We walked over to the side of the restaurant, no one was there. 

I looked down and saw my tears, making a puddle. "why are you crying?" he asked me, worried. "I hate seeing you angry, especially when your angry at me." I mumbled, wiping my tears. "Steinfeld, im sorry." Shawn said, staring into my eyes. I rolled my eyes. "I love you so god damn much, I'd do anything for you baby." he continued. "I want to be with you every second, I just want to feel your kiss all the time." he said, winking. I chuckled. 

"come on then, Mendes, kiss me." I said, playing along. "gladly." he replied, leaning in. We stood there, making out for 10 minutes before heading back in. 

"Shawn can i just say, I love you way too much." I say, once sat down. "I love you way too much, its getting unhealthy." he answered, winking. I laughed, blowing him a kiss. "your cute." I heard him say. "darling thats you." I said, winking. 

"hows Paige and North doing?" he asked, looking at my belly. "they're still kicking." I reply, not knowing what to say. He nodded, and said a few words to them. "your going to be a great parent." I said, watching him. "your going to be a better one." he said, smiling. I returned the smile and tucked in for food.

It was noodles with spring rolls and loads of chinese stuff. Damn. I watched the joy in his eyes. He looked up at me, just before eating, "you ok?" he asked me. I nodded. "if you don't want it, you can always give it to me." he said, pouting. I laughed aloud. 

I decided to eat the spring rolls first. I munched on it, disgusted, but swallowed it down for Shawn's sake. "do you like it?" he asked. I nodded, a little white lie won't hurt. I carried on eating the rest of the food. 

A few minutes later, we were done. "can we go?" I asked, politely. Shawn nodded and led me to the car  after I left the money on the table. "I know you didn't enjoy that." he said. 

He was going to snap at me again wasn't he? "sorry." I said, looking at the floor. "I didn't know the floor was so interesting." he said, laughing at his joke. He didn't snap? "im sorry." I said, apologising again. "whats with the sorrys?" he asked, in a worried tone. "I don't want to upset you." I replied, flushing. 

He took my hand, and said "I've got a little suprise for you." I looked around confused. "and what would that be?" I asked. "this." he said, pointing at a legendary rapper. 

"NO. DAMN. WAY." I yelled in excitement. 

I'd never yelled so much for an idol. Never.